• How can you stand there and lie?
    How can you stand there while I cry?
    Don't you even care?
    I was always there.
    Or can you not remember
    That there was always me?
    Only I grew up.
    I grew into someone you don't like.
    Or is it that you never cared?
    You told me that I should wear what I want.
    Do what I want.
    Is it because of my appearance that you don't want anything to do with me?
    Or have you learned of my secrets?
    Did you laugh when you heard I am Wiccan?
    Did you gasp when you heard I am bisexual?
    Or was it just the fact that I don't dress as you that you forget who I was...
    Am?
    I loved you,
    Looked up to you,
    Wanted to hug you every chance I could.
    Now I want to cry.
    To hide.
    I can't stand being near because I'm forgotten inside
    This web of lies.
    This family?
    I want to know what happened to the people that accepted me as a child.
    Now that I've gotten older,
    I learned what you did to someone like me.
    Called him f**
    for being smart.
    Treat his girlfriend like crap.
    Just because she is black and we are not.
    My own family doesn't know what pain truely is.
    Not unless you are my cousin and me.