• Everyday I see your face and it kills me,
    But I know you'll never love me.
    I know I'll never be good enough for someone as amazing as you...
    You're unspoiled perfection.
    There are no flaws in you.
    Nowhere in your caring heart will I find even a hint of darkness,
    You're eyes are like open windows..from them I can see the way you are.
    I can see how you live. Happy and carefree...
    If you're hiding something,please let me in on the deep secret that you hold on to so dearly.
    There is no way you could want someone as undeserving,selfish,and hideous as the person who lives in me...the person who is me...the person who will always be me.
    This time keeps getting longer.
    I don't want it to last.
    Without you there is no point to my life..
    I wish you knew how much I cared.
    Though I have told you I like you.
    You don't seem to understand how intense this love really is.
    Everywhere I go I see your face your smile,the most beautiful thing in the world...
    I see you in my dreams,When I'm awake,...Everywhere...,
    I can be as focused as humanly possible...yet...you're still there..lurking in the back of my lovesick mind.
    I try to play it cool.
    Like I never told you how I really,truly felt.
    I want to shout it out of the highest balcony,
    The slightest,simplest hug sends my heart to a whole new dimension...a dimension where love exists.
    And even though I keep telling myself it's never going to happen...
    There's always that tiny glimpse of hope flickering inside my dark,dull heart.
    Lighting it up ever so slightly only to be darkened again by my own self-loathing mind.
    Just take my hand and set me free.
    Free from the world that mocks my very existence.
    No words can possibly explain how much I love you.
    Your very presence is like a sweet,reoccurring dream.
    The only exception is there are no happy endings here.
    In my dreams you never walk away,You never say goodbye...
    And though I have so much more to write....
    I cannot bear anymore pain...
    - Scarred_Lover13