• Murahashi Kamrin August 1 at 2:26am
    Where was it? That small happiness I was looking for
    unfortunately not even a fragment of love is to be found
    In the dark morning, I pretend the window to be a picture frame,
    I wake my sleeping skin and press my hand against this wet piece of picture,
    Spring blossoms and the petals fall, giving life to the river,
    Swaying from side to side
    The distance so far, my vision a blur, where will I go?
    I'm drowning
    I'm being swallowed up by a deep darkness
    I keep doubting I keep worrying
    Until I can laugh about those days I loved so much
    The never ending memory. Slowly I'm holding my breathing
    I'm closing my eyes and exhale
    Wishing to tomorrow for the happiness I’ve been looking for
    My fingers are already shaking
    Endless shivers pierce my body
    I've become good at faking a smile
    Making people thinking everything I’m alright
    when things really haven’t gotten better
    I sit in my room expelling my bodily fluids
    As the night sky does the same
    What was shed was not blood, but the tears
    The down pouring night is never stopping to cry
    The hidden red piece, why is it here?
    Filling up the hole with this given time
    Grasp it and bury it again
    My vision begins to blur,
    I trembled, unable to stop crying
    The silence laughs along with the fact that I won't be sleeping again tonight,
    The hand that will be born tomorrow, will be simply pure and nothing else,
    I can barely see now with all these tears,
    The shadow exposed by the sun is branded into my memory,
    And it touches my heart more than any shallow words combined
    Where was it? The fragment that disappeared without reason that day…
    Unfortunately all that is left is this newly made puzzle