• Scared,
    scarred.
    Whatever you call it.
    Lost,
    gone.
    How ever you see it.
    It happened,
    things blackened.
    From fires u set,
    from words you said,
    from actions you chose,
    from cries that arose.
    Now I'm shaking,
    hearts aching.
    Chilled to the bone,
    I feel alone.
    Traumatized.
    I hope you've realized,
    what you set in motion,
    emotional explosion.
    Of crying,
    and screaming,
    thrashing.
    Not healing.
    Just silence,
    and violence,
    staggering breathing.
    Stopped... Then heaving.
    Dizziness overcomes,
    as I reach for my lungs.
    And try to repress,
    and then second guess.
    And feel the pain,
    and feel the strain.
    Shaken and cracked,
    then it all cuts to black,
    and i cry for the very last time,
    I wish for that sublime,
    but I take a forced step
    because I'm not excused yet.
    But I still bid you goodbye
    from a haunted cold night.