• Im falling, i cant see the bottom......
    i stare out at the endless abyss to see
    an black winged angel with long silver hair,
    ivory skin, blue eyes and a black dress
    with red trim. she embraces me with her soft arms,
    her hair is as soft as silk. We dance in the
    silent darkness for what seems forever,
    till i feel the warm tears roll down my face,
    as i wipe then away i look at my hands
    and see the red....i look up to see the angel
    with now a crazed look in her eyes,
    i smile as well and we continue to dance.
    My feet are now touching a soft bed
    of silk and blood, the angel twirls in
    circles as the blood fills the room .......
    She stops and stares at the floor
    and as i do the same we begin to fall once more,
    i feel the warmth of the blood
    all around me but all i see is darkness
    and the angel. i slowly see that this
    is my madness and that it alone welcomes
    me for who i am, but slowly she begins
    to fade i want her to stay, but as i
    hit the bottom of the black abyss, i awake
    to the warth of blood all around me.
    I see the blade, i see the blood, and i see them
    all around laying still beside me and so
    i smile and and take in the veiw of
    what i had joyfully done in
    My Madness.