The happiness i can never have

• Artist: christianthecub
• Description: This is a nonfiction piece i wrote because i liked a boy and we were ok friends but then people were saying i had a crush on him and he gave me looks i could not tell if they were good or bad but they were looks.He has never talked to me since :'(
• Date: 03/21/2011
• Tags: happiness gays love depressed unfair

My heart beats like a drum
The butterflies inside hum
My eyes stare
At your wonderous hair
My legs tremble
I think you heard me mumble
When ever you say your stupid crap
you always seem to make me laugh
But it always seems to turn to tears
because of fears
Because at this rate
you'll figure out im not straight
then your laughter will turn to hate
I know i cannot have you
like i can not have eternal joy
but i wish you could be my gay boy

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