• In every life people mislead and take for granted
    in my life there to many letups and letdowns
    in a blink of an eye your fine
    but when u open then again u see there is something
    different what can that be.
    you grow up to show up to ever challenge that is thrown at u
    but u grow down to the defeat and miss treats
    if u been there to take care of yourself that this doesn't apply to u
    but if u been there this is the biggest upset in a person
    life.
    to take these challenges u must correct what u have done in your life and
    help your self be a better person.
    i have many heavy birdins that i hold and regrets
    that i dont show
    and feelings that i dont tell
    dont be like me in a sense of a way
    i took in friends and i lost friends
    it hurts to see come one walk away
    make sure you treat them with the most respect
    considering that there is nothing to hold on too.
    its a case of upset and heart breaks
    i know these things b.c i've been there
    and been through it all
    i've gained friends i've lost friends
    its kills both sides of the friendship
    and weather or not its y our fault u
    tell that person that you love and care about them
    i really miss my dearest friend alot and yes i understand that person is gone
    but that memory of her still lives in me
    i have thought that tell me
    why stay why not go then i have thought u need to talk
    u need to listen but i dont know
    seems like the bad side of me is winning
    but not anymore
    im taking control of everything my
    heart my mind and my feelings
    im not wasting anymore tears for anything
    i dont think i can cry anymore i think
    my tears have dried out or has disappeared
    but i feel them there but nothing will drop
    but these is why im depressed i missed my
    friend my buddy the one that WAS there for me
    but now gone
    i know it seems like this person died but know
    they didnt they walked out on me
    and once again i didnt fight i
    let them go.
    i hate the late night shaking and sitting
    here thinking that its going to be ok when its not
    but i guess the KARMA got to the friendship
    and destroyed it but i guess this is how its suppose to be
    distinct with no conversations......