Forgiven? Not This Time.

• Artist: Polly Odd
• Description: Well, the poem kind of explains it all. My mom has chosen my step-dad over her 4 kids for the past fourteen years that they have been married. It's frustruating, and I know I should learn it by now, that my mom doesn't care for me like I want her to. She never will.
• Date: 04/24/2011
• Tags: forgiven time

Forgiven? Not This Time.
By: Fujiko1
4/24/11

How many times can you forgive a someone
Before you break in two
So lost by negligence
What else can my heart do?

I cannot think
I cannot cry
I sit here typing
Still wondering why

Why does she choose him over me
And, leave me in the dirt
Leaving me behind
While my heart begins to hurt?

I want her to love me
But, she never will
She has other priorities
That leave me as the kill

You'd think that a mother
Would love her children more than anything
Yet, she chooses a man
Over almost everything

I understand what love is
I know that it means pain
But, my mother chooses another
And, leaves me in the rain

I want her to love me
But, I cannot make her choose
Who to pick because
I know I'll always lose

Still, I can't cry
My tears have dried up for her
I want my mother back
But, I wouldn't be so sure