• My mind is a baron wasteland
    Where all good dreams go to die
    Its where you are most of the time
    We were a huge mistake
    That any two could make
    I was the dreamer
    And you were my dream
    The sweetest of souls gone
    Ripped apart at the seams
    I never imagined life to be bliss
    Not even picturing a simple kiss
    You said one day I see a ring
    But now I realize it didnt mean a thing

    I promised to always be beside you
    As your player2 in this game we call life
    To always remain as your wife
    Will you be my deadly knife?
    Cut me open let me bleed
    Go ahead and take what you need

    I never imagined such a day would come
    When I give all of myself only to lose
    I would have done all I could for you
    Catch the stars one by one
    So we could remain closer
    Feel like heaven again
    Comfort you in bad times
    Laugh with you in good times
    I would have done it all
    Instead now I lay about to fall

    Crimson painful memories
    I wish to block them out
    Cover my eyes to the world
    Cover my sense of sound
    Im not a teenager in love
    Im far too old to be playing this game
    Its far too childish to let me play it
    We do not mix well together or fit
    Like water and oil
    We weren't a good match
    Nor were we each others catch

    I ignored the many thoughts in my head
    The ones that pictured us to be dead
    I thought them to be lies
    Just random images flooding my eyes
    But this is what remains
    A life after death
    Where we move forward
    One to each side
    Providing our last breath
    So here we lie
    Perfection in my mind
    Only to awaken
    Hollow and empty inside
    I will do my final cries
    Dust my shoulders off
    And take things one step at a time
    Breath in a heavy sigh
    For this is the last time
    The last time I sit alone and cry