• I smile gleefully, as i look up at the sun
    and feel the sweet notes of happiness surround me.

    It washes over me, like rain.
    I get excited and joyful. I haven't
    felt like this in awhile

    I get confident and take a few steps deeper
    into the joyful scene. I'm praised with more
    sweet and beautiful notes of happiness.
    I step father in.

    I feel as if I'm flying! As rays of
    sunshine washes over me and warms
    me inside and out. I step deeper in and I'm suddenly
    jerked unwilling, father in.

    Flashes of darkness, and harsh reality
    appears into my vision. The sweet notes
    of happiness turn into screeching horror
    of pure agony and pain.

    I try to step back, but I'm only
    thrown in more with attempt. The torrent
    darkness holds almost all of my vision now.
    It surrounds me, and holds me tight.

    I scream out in pain and rewarded with it.
    I try to claw and pry my way out but its
    no use. It's all over me now.

    I'm tired, sweaty and bleeding and can barely breath.
    I accept the fact that it's over and once again I'm loosing at this
    cruel battle we call love. Another tear escape my from my
    eyes. As i try another pitiful attempted at a scream.

    I draw in my last breath, and look up at the sun.
    I feel it's last rays of golden warmth as cold,
    black midnight surrounds me. I close my eyes as
    the devious darkness whispers," Once again, you
    are in my clutches, my prisoner."
    ~End~

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