• I won't lie to myself that I don't like you,
    I still do,
    and I won't pretend like i'm okay,

    but that day will come when I can finally laugh and smile with someone else.
    I'll let you go and say goodbye without you knowing.
    I won't have to pretend anymore,

    I won't have to smile when I feel like dying.
    I won't have to hold in my tears for it to rain on my heart.
    I won't have to cry myself to sleep anymore.

    I'm saving myself,
    and us.
    I guess i'll never ever be able to mean anything to you,

    but i'll still miss you and I won't lie to myself.
    My heart might break and i'll be the cause of it,
    but I won't be sorry.

    I've been through it all,
    and I guess i'll let myself die just this once.
    I won't expect you to come and rescue me,

    I won't have to expect anything else from you.
    My heart will tear when I see you smile and cry,
    but i'll still be close by your side like I promised,

    because,
    even though I can let you go.
    I won't be able to bear you sad.

    That,
    i'll tell you.
    So goodbye,

    my love.