• Shattered dreams and broken hearts
    Wonder long and deep how it all starts
    Now you're gone and I'm confused
    I think the whole time I've been used.

    Were you really there for me?
    Did you really care for me?
    I would hold you really tight
    Shielding you from many frights

    I guess it all was not enough
    I couldn't be a bit more tough
    No persons perfect so to say
    It's not enough though anyways

    You then would be with someone else
    You prove to me that it's all false
    For me to you was nothing more
    Even though you were the lure

    I hate the fact I once believed
    All those words you've said to me
    I lay my hand upon a gun
    Feeling air fill up my lungs

    It's not you I want to kill
    That would be against my will
    To know this whole thing was a lie
    It makes me desperate just to die

    I take my life and all my pain
    My broken heart and all my shame
    I lift this gun and point my way
    Throw this imperfection all away

    You looked so horrid when I die
    A sudden guilt form all your lies
    You think so deep of what you've done
    You see the person you've become

    The tears are flowing down your face
    Your fingers on my hands are laced
    You say you're sorry for the love
    for causing me to spill some blood

    It's hard to say that you can't see
    Important things until they leave
    You feel the aching in your heart
    You want to go back to the start