• I have self injured

    but I have healed

    I have lost a child

    but now my heart is sealed



    I have tried to be cured

    but I have my right fix

    I have felt disgusting and vile

    but now I'm perfect



    I have been used

    but I have their hands

    I have been cheated

    but now I understand



    I have been abused

    but my wounds have closed

    I have lied

    but I got what i chose



    I have hurt others to

    but now I'm nothing to them

    I have cried

    and been torn from my stem



    I have been pursued

    but now I have learned

    I have had fears

    but now I have the bravery I deserve



    I have felt what its like to lose

    but I payed it back by victory

    I have been manipulated

    but now they know my trickery



    I have been decieved

    but I learned to get away

    I have stipulated

    but I learned the right things to say



    I have felt broken beyond belief

    but I'm resolving self-fray

    I have scarred myself

    but the scars are fading away



    I have turned to alcohol for relief

    but I can't say I'm done

    I have hated those who hurt me

    but atleast they had their fun