• so sometimes i just feel lost like im left out of everything.. i sometimes cry myself to sleep, theres this one guy on my mind now alot more.. i found out he might die.. and now i just feel retarded cause i never showed him my love i had for him.. and he told me he didnt love me and he didnt do long distance relationship but hes been in one for 5 months.. and people are telling me he just didnt want to hurt me so he told me that to protect me.. but idk what to belive.. any help please??