• she takes a photo
    edits it
    stares long and hard at the dream like picture and wishes was her life
    she starts to cry wishing she could make her dreams come true
    make them seem real
    she knows she is the only thing holding herself back from the life she wants
    but all she can look on is the emptiness she sees from her past
    she can't push herself to get over how awful she has been
    how she has made so many wrongful mistakes
    she looks at the photo once more and plans to change slowly
    taking baby steps and doing things her own way
    not letting anyone tell her she can't because she can
    and she will prove them wrong
    but deep down she is praying she can pass this bump in her road to get to the dream she wants