• This isn't something made up all these tears through these years.

    An extremely terrible loss to have as a child.

    After all the years I've spent shedding tears, I've grown many new fears.

    The thought of losing my Mother is unthinkable.

    I've away's had an angel watching over me, It just took me 15 years to see.

    Even if there is pain I have something most other children didn't, in the past and even now.

    I've got a hero watching over me, and protecting me.


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    This is something I do not want pity for , I just wanted others to know.

    Even if you Father isn't the best just imagine not even knowing his face without a photo the void that is never filled.
    Just love each other, I wish I could I have memories of saying that to him, or him telling me that.

    All I remember is the Hospital, and walking by a glass room with all my mom's side of the family crying there eye's out. I didn't understand why or what was going on. Remember how fast someone can leave this earth and start mending or making bonds, with your loved ones.