• Its alright i’d knew you leave anyway, everyone does.
    But in the end its not okay, I know that when i’m with you guys everything is just fine. I felt the darkness hindering my breathing.
    In my heavy depressed sleep, I battled each demon in turn.
    As the battle ended I saw something.
    I see two lovers looking over the edge of cauldron of hell.
    Are they contemplating a double suicide?
    This means their love will end in hell, I couldn’t stop laughing.
    I was surprised, am i losing my mind?
    I ask myself these questions, would everyone leave me alone
    if they found out that this was me?
    I couldn’t see them. Did they want to laugh hysterically, did you want to be left alone? I couldn’t tell that you were going through the same feelings as me.
    I finally understood exactly how you felt.
    We finally started to hold hands, for as long as we could.
    Together we carried ourselves out of the problems.
    Through every situation, we were together.
    You hadn’t fallen for me as I had fallen for you.
    Our friendship and friends kept us together.
    It is best sometimes to let go of the hand that held on to mine for so long.
    I began to walk forward, knowing I could carry on.
    It was the beginning of something new.
    My friends that carried me through were the best things that ever happened.
    As I walked forward I had looked back,
    To only see a shimmering puddle where everyone once stood.
    Turning and flowing as the time passes by,
    I begin to forget all that has ever happened.
    But my greatest memory, when i look back
    is the laughter i hear of the great times we’ve had
    when i close my eyes. (end)