• My heart pounds harder with each step.
    Tears whelp from my eyes thought of whats awaiting me.
    The painful sound of laughing fills my ears.
    My feet get heavier as I step closer to the end.
    The padded white walls of my cell faid into my memories.
    My insanity takes a painful grip of my mind as I try to stay.
    I lose my grip.
    In the dark room only me and the voices remain.
    I count my steps as I get closer.
    I hear a voice that I've never heard before.
    "Just let go the pain will stop, the voices will faid, and you will finally be free."
    "Ok I will..." I reply in a soft whisper.
    As I feel myself let go all my thoughts slip away.
    I take three steps and a hole in the floor appears.
    "jump in and you will feel no more pain."
    "Ok I will..." I reply in a soft whisper.
    I take a leep into the hole.
    As im falling in the the hole blood drips from every inch of my body.
    A sharp pain caresses my body.
    Deep cuts form on my skin every where.
    The pain gets stronger by the second.
    The sharp pain of grief cradles by body.
    The my cuts burn with envy.
    The rage of regret slips down to my fists.
    I strike the wall of the hole and it shatters like glass.
    I take a strong grip of my mind.
    I find myself in my padded cell dripping with blood and the cuts burning.
    The white walls now splattered with blood.
    Pain pain pain, pain was the only thing i could feel.
    I don't no how i got here and I don't know how I left here.
    Those questions burn in my mind so I let go.
    The "end" is with me and I with it I am dying...
    "When I thought I was learning how to live I was actually learning how to die."