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SUFFER ALL OF YOU

None of them are willing to do what friends would for me, only one. Only one of them has the heart, the understanding, and the care for our friendship to do what they must. FOR I WILL NOT ANYMORE

Sakura... this is the situation we were discussing last night isn't it? I know it hurts when people are inconsiderate, but I really don't think cursing them and making them suffer is going to help. Its really hard to feel forgotten... shoved... it is, and I know they need to learn at some point, but sometimes we need to see through their eyes and see what might be hurting them and bothering them. Usually there's a reason, even if its a petty reason, behind why people act so strangely. Take Hitler for example... he was a real meaner, I know... he is seen as one of the most evil men on earth. But if we look through his eyes... he thought HE was doing the RIGHT thing. Its hard to believe, but he was probably striving for what we all dream of... making the world a better place. Don't get me wrong... I think what he did was wrong and totally unneccesary... surely there is a better way to changing the world than killing people on sight. There's too much pain in that... but my point is we have to forgive Hitler... because hating him and shaming him isn't going to make anything any better. Maybe deep down... they care... but they might be too confused to comprehend that and may be facing other issues that might make that hard to show. They may be uncomfortable with opening up to anyone at all. Sure, I know you're open to them and willing, but they might even have trouble sharing their troubles with the ones they DO share with. Trust me... I know... when I'm troubled, its hard for me to share anything with anybody. I trust you and everyone else, but fear is something thats very overwhelming and makes it hard for me to open up... even if its someone I trust with my life. I dunno... I'm just giving suggestions... I do understand that they do have to learn and be more considerate and need to realize that good friends don't do these types of things... but... but... maybe they also need someone to see their own issues too... if you get what I mean. That's just the impression I get... but you know more than I do... so you can decide.

Sakura, I'm just wondering, but are you talking about everyone or just the freshman? Like what happened in the earlier situation? I'm just wondering cuz I wanna say sorry for whatever I did to you. Okay? And I still can't believe Alexis typed all that stuff. Geez, even I couldn't write all that to someone sick. Alright then, I'll talk to ya soon.
~Ash