`Lose weight
I'm comfortable with my weight, I don't want to lose it for mentality reasons. I just want to be able to run the mile without feeling like I"m going to pass out. And, I want to be able to wear more clothes that I like that just happen to be too small. IN fact, my goal for next summer is to be able to wear some sort of bikini. XD I can only hope. But, in general, I just want to be at a healthy weight so that I don't feel like a freak when I'm in gym. My total goal for the rest of this year and all of nineth grade is 45 pounds. So, technically, this goal isn't just for before high school. XP
`Learn Japanese
Pretty self explanatory. I know I won't be able to speak it perfectly, but I want to have a basic grasp of how to speak it and what words mean what and such. Right now, I have a CD set and an online lesson guide. When I'm not working on ym first goal, I'll be working on this one.
`Get a Tan
Because I"m paler than pale.
`Make Myself Happy
I want to be able to be happy without COMPLETELY depending on other people like I do now. This is completely mental.
`Go to the National Young Leaders Conference
Because I need to be proactive in life if I want to be successful later on.
`Become Better at Drawing on the COmputer
I most likely need a tablet to help with this one. But, I want to be able to use oekaki better so that my pictures look better than they do now.
`Clean out my COmputer
I've been doing it little by little, but I want to clean it out completely.
`Read 100 Non-Manga Books [3/100]
Currently Reading
Measle and the Wrathmonk by Ian Ogilvy. XD It's Joey's book.
- really wants a copy of the Outsiders -
Already Read
Rhymes with Witches by [can member first name] Myracle
That was Then, This is Now by S.E. Hinton
Vampirates: Demons of the Ocean by Justin Somper [THis is honestly the best ******** book I have read in a long time. <3 I better get my own copy. >_>] NOTE TO SELF: MAKE SURE TO GET VAMPIRATES:TIDE OF TERROR WHEN IT COMES OUT.
DURING HIGH SCHOOL
`Get a Boyfriend
I don't want one just for the sake of having one. I want a boyfriend because I love the support and comfort that he can give me. Plus, I absolutely love cuddling, hand holding, and possibly even kissing.[I mean, I cna't say for sure, since I've only kissed someone twice, but I absolutely loved it both times. &3] And, since I know Erik is prolly gonna read this, I don't want to replace you. You're one of a kind, so that's impossible. But, I desire what elements you took out of my life, and they need immediate replacement or I shall suffer from withdrawal.
I love you, Rai-Rai. &33
`Become Less Attention Needy
I don't want to get angry at people who don't constantly pay attention to like I do now. I'm not the only person on this planet, and I really need to realize that. Let's hope it sets in.
`FInish Sunshine Eyes
Self-explanatory.
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