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To everyone who doesn’t want to hear/or read bout me bitchin bout my life, then why don’t u get the ******** outta here?

To a certain person or b***h or whatever the hell she is. Damn she should just ******** die. It aint just bout her, dammit woman, the world doesn’t revolve around u. ur not always right! N stop bein so damn conceited! The way u are now, ur not worth s**t! Why the hell are u here when u keep bitchin bout how we don’t do crap for u, how we don’t treat u like the “queen” u want to be, n how Vietnam is so much better? If u like that ******** up place so much then get ur a** over there n shut the ******** up I don’t want to hear another word outta ur mouth. To hell with the so called asian way when it comes to parents, we’re living in the US now got it? If u don’t like it, go back. You always say they treat u better over there anyways. Psh please, they only treat u good cuz u got money, if u didn’t they wouldn’t have looked twice if they saw u dead on the street. And another thing, don’t complain bout how I don’t listen to u n all, cuz really, u don’t the RIGHT to teach me ANYTHING. You got a son over there who takes the family’s money to sleep with sluts n bitches out on the streets n I wonder why he’s like that lol. Not to mention u got a ******** whore as a daughter who actually SOLD her own daughter, UR granddaughter n u didn’t do s**t bout it, n now she’s marrying a guy that’s old enough to be her SON when she’s wat 40??? b***h that is just nasty! You cant even teach ur goddamn kids so don’t even THINK bout teaching ME anything cuz really I don’t bother hearin anything u have to say. And don’t b***h about my mom’s parents n bout her family, they may be poor n all but u know wat, they are so WAY better than u. They know how to treat their families LIKE they’re family. They don’t treat their family like s**t. Like u n ur ******** up family do. Before u start saying s**t bout others, b***h plz look at urself first.

Most parents (n dammit b***h I said MOST not ALL alright? So if ur parents aren’t like this then good for u, like I care) are always ******** comparing their kids to others saying how the others are so much more well mannered or so much more smarter n s**t. Well SORRY we cant be so damn PERFECT! U got wat u got if u don’t like it, too bad, learn to deal with it, its life not ur dream, not everything goes ur way. Get use to it already. Also, many parents these days could care less bout their kids. I see kids my age at bars, clubs, hotels, n s**t in the middle of the night. N I’m asking myself where the hell are their parents? Well know wat my friend said to me that I really cant stand? He told me that parents these days are so into their own lives these days that their kids are not even in their lives anymore. Well u know wat, new flash to all those parents, when u have kids, ur kids ARE ur life now, its all bout them, not u anymore, ur time is over now take care of ur own kids! U brought them into the world n not care for them, wtf is up wit that?! And parents these days asks wat happened to kids these days…well HELLO??? Where do u ppl think we get it from?????

Next….FRIENDS, hahahaha its such a cute n wonderful word isn’t it? Well for me, when u say friends the words that comes to my mind are bitches, selfish, backstabbing, drama queens. They say if u want a friend, be a friend, whoa now that aint true well uh it MAY be true in the dream world hun but in the REAL world? That is WAY OFF from the truth. PPL these days would always say things like, oh I know how u feel, oh that’s so sad hope it gets better for u, of course I’m ur friend!, I’ll always be there for u, I’d kill for u anyday. PSH well ya know wat? When the tough time DOES come, u cant see those ppl NOWHERE! Either that OR they are the reason why the tough time DID come. That my dear, is wat we call BACKSTABBIN FRIENDS. Really, they’re very well known these days lol. Cuz I see them almost every day. Those who say they know how u feel n s**t. that’s a ******** lie right there. Those who say that to ME, b***h u aint me so don’t u DARE say that u know how I feel. Everyone has a different perspective on things so everyone’s thoughts are different so there's NOWAY u can know how i feel right? I have "friends" who always say they will be there for me, who will always stay true to me, who will actually be my friends, but in the end, they're just lies. N yet they ask me, why dont u trust me like u use to? werent we friends? well let me tell u something......b***h we WERE friends. not anymore. why u ask? cuz u lost my trust. easy as that. when i needed u most u werent there. all u cared bout was ur problem. always making a big deal out of a LITTLE tiny problem. when i had something to say, i DOUBT you even listened to a word i said. so why bother saying anything to u anymore when u dont even listen? N to those are always talking s**t bout me behind my back, if u got something to say say it to my face b***h but if u dont, ur just a ******** coward. that's not even worth my time. to some ppl: i gave u many chances...i tried my hardest, but u just werent there for me when u PROMISED u would, n talk behind my back n s**t. so dont expect me to be there anymore. That's it. End of story. Really, that's how i am, if u dont like it, get outta here cuz really, i dont exist to please u. oh sorry, was that a surprise to u??? lol

To the few(when i say few, i really mean FEW) ppl who i still consider as friends, i luv u guys so much! heart n yes, i need my dr phil to call me as soon as she can!!! (sides, i need to check up on u anyways)

kk i'm done bitchin bout life. damn i feel much better now. *looks at the screen* dang...that was a LOT i wrote lol n there is still one more subject i havent talked bout....the most common one to me too, GUYS. lol but i think this is enough for today