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so hey everyone... i doubt anyone is even reading this anymore since it's been so long since i've updated... *sigh* soo so much news... well uuhh let's see *reads last post* .... school!!! OMFG!!! only 5 days left babeh!!! and then i'll be a junior!!!! >.< squee!!.... now i don't remember why i was up at 3 that day lol.... *continues to read* ... hockey season is over with... we did pretty good but i don't remember us going to state or anything... oh! hey the ensemble... we did awesome!! we got a superior rating!!! (the best you can get wink ) ninja ... so that was awesome... we were all sooooo stoked and happy... really proud that we did it!!! lol.... ummm let's see.... no pepbands.... well benji got his xmas gift and loved everything and every part about it... so that made me happy... ... uh yes! i got contacts... they are definately better than glasses (for me anyway) but they certainly do have their cons... uuuhh leeeet's see what else... *sigh* okay... so the one thing i skipped over.... benji... since valentin's day we have been apart... well that's apparently when it was official but i had no idea.... so here's the thing... last time we had problems... he avoided me all day and i didn't know what was going on then when i had gotten ahold of him we broke up on that one break time.... well this time... i had talked to him on valentine's day and i sent him a little gift and stuff... we said i love you a lot of course lol... and that was on a monday... well he was scheduled to leave that friday for italy... for 2 weeks if i remember correctly... or maybe just one... well i didn't hear from him... and it was like friday night... and i was worried cuz i didn't want him to leave without getting to say goodbye to him... and i had been calling every day with no reply cry so thursday night i kinda figured it out... i mean... there were no signs of this happening or anything... but thursday i finally took the hint.... i hadn't heard from him and i felt like he was avoiding me so i knew there was a problem... so i got a hold of him friday night... he was packing and decided to let me in on the break up... so we broke up... i took it the hardest i've ever taken anything for about the first week... then i was back to my old self... we didn't get back together this time... and i'm afraid yes, it's staying this way... i think it's the best for the both of us... and he had found a new love... i know it wont be his soulmate... but i'm glad he's out there and still finding love... i really wanted him to be happy this time... and he is... i'm so happy for him... his new love is pixie... a very outgoing, spontaneous, chipper girl lol... her name is sammi but EVERYONE calls her pixie lol... idk how she got the nickname but somehow it suits her xp she's adorable lol... a year younger than me... and i think it's weird cuz i find her to be JUST like me... a lot of other people don't think so... and i can see how'd they say taht personality wise... but or else i think she's just like me... *shrug* that kinda bugged me for awhile... but i'm alright... i want no sympathy or anything... i'm really okay this time... i'm soooo so happy for benji... and of course he's still and always will be me little benji... just in a different way of course... lol.... i love him to death and i always will ... but i'm glad to have settled on realizing that i'm not IN love with him ... *happy smile*... so everything lately is great... lots of stuff going on... 5 days left of school... and then i take my driver's license test... *very nervous about*... OMG!! HOW COULD I FORGET??!?! WE MOVED!! lmfao... yup... only like a mile away... but we needed the move... it's an okay house... i'm VERY neutral about the whole thing still but of course being the child of the family that i am i got no say in this... i like the house but it's definately a different living style then what i was routine to... gonna take A LOT of getting used to... but i figure if i follow through with my career plans i'll only be here for 2 years... so it's definately been awhile... i'm sure no one checks up on this anymore... but hey if ya do... I LOVE YOU!!! lol... my bday on saturday!! sweet 16 baby!!! lol... well... that's all i can really think about right now... if i get around to it ever again... i'll fill ya in again in a couple of months lol wink ... one more new thing is i got a job if i never mentioned that lol... i don't love the job... but hey, it's money.... *grin* twisted ... i love you all very much... 'till next time...

- heart Kay