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I wasn't kidding. I want to be his best friend forever. I think I may have loved him when I was younger. I mean truly loved him. It was an unhealthy realtionship for him though. It would be wrong if I wished we were like we were back then but I can't help but feel so lonely around you.

You make me sing my heart out with sorrowful ballads. I don;t know you. Who are you anymore? Let me in please. I miss you. You were my somebody I could always count on, could always hang with, could always be with, talk to, and listen to. You were my one and only brother.

Little brother of mine, you can never make me hate you. I will always love you. You were my sanctuary when I was little and you still have the ability to warm my heart. When you spend time with me, there is almost no where I would rather be. Tos ee you smile is priceless. To know that you will be my friend though thick in thin is all that matters.

I read your journal and I'm sorry. I shouldn't have. You didn't seem to care. I was so desperate to know ANYTHING about you. Please forgive me, I know it was wrong. I have to admit, I was horrified. I never would have expected such thoughts from you. We're so....... different. *huggles* I still love you bro. I'm glad you're my younger brother! ^^ I'm so lucky. I just want to make your life as wonderful as you make me feel when you acknowledge me.