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The interpretation of the dream, my interpretation.
I am going to take it apart right now ^^ HAZAH!
The King and soldiers represent all of the people that I care about and how I try to keep them all safe. I am finding the path because I believe I have special powers, aka a higher consciousness. The fact that I do not know if anyone follows represents that it is still their choice in the end.
The first room is of stress and worry. The grey beds reminded me of the beds from one of my mangas (Tsubasa Resovoir Chronicles in the castle where Princess Sakura is chained to the bed and it is all old and tattered.) and in that particular manga there was a lot of high tension. I try to keep them from the path as much as I can.
The second room is representing great suffering. The blackness represents the feeling of everything being gone. The loneliness that kills you inside and you lose sight of who you are and your purpose. Most of all I do not want them to go there.
The Third room is the warmth and comfort. Though it looks like it could be empty the further you go the more gifts in store. Friendship is the same way, the first layer is protective and deeper is the warmth of love.
The woman singing is representing one of my greatest joys. I secretly love to sing. She sings about the simplest of things and still it comes out majestic. The woman herself is quite plain, black hair tied up in a bow and she sings as if she were reading a story to the children.
The gravel and trees are things that I find soothing. The color light brown blended with other browns is so fashionable I love it. I have a ton of Oak trees where I live. They used to be my favorite play things at soccer games.
The Obstacles that I had been though before were not at all scary. I was nervous passing through them but other than that there was no pressure. They represent to me the daily little things you must go through, such as parents and school. I love foxes and I really want a black bear webkinz. I was pondering that last night so it might have affected my choice in a bear.
The warehouse is a place where I struggled the most in my life. It represents my life in volleyball. (I had problems getting along with the girls and my last team I was kicked off because they didn't want to deal with my depression) I get really into whatever I am doing then someone ends up distracting me, represented by the kid turning on the machinery.
My transformation is the protection that I put around myself. I try to get close to the people but they always run away or deny me. The kid leaving shows that I cannot be accepted in my protected form.
Once I run outside in my flesh I am cornered by his friends. They finally realize all I want to do is get to know them. Once they see I am friendly we accept each other. This part represents my wishes. I never get to that point and it saddens me that dreams cannot be reality. People don't realize that so many other people have gone through similar things and that is represented by the awe from both sides. Many people think that I am a hyper dingbat and very few know that I am a very symbolic person (I can also sense distress and problems in people ^^ my special power). Friends have been the point of my life and define my every fiber ever since last year, which even fewer people know about. They judge me on what they see but they never think to ask why (the answer is I do it all for my friends. If I show that you can be happy like this it inspires them. They know that no matter what happens to them I am here to cheer them up, even without them asking).
The guys who I thought were friendly end up being from the government represent all of the people at school. If they knew more about me I would be prodded and bothered like a freak in a museum. There are so many secrets that I keep and the whole scene with the government warns me to keep the secrets close because they may have affects unwanted.
The mental facility represents that even in my worst of times where I lose myself to this illness of mine, there are still people who love me that surround me. They are able to make me laugh despite any situation. The stuffed animals, of a specific kind, and porcelain decorations are things that I treasure. I have found them as one of the greatest wonders. The gift shops represent the parts of society that I hate. Where they take the most beautiful place and put a price tag out of them. They make money off of some of the most majestic things that should be treasured by being able to experience them alone.
Again the chase scene is a warning about being able to keep secrets. Another thing it represents is how dangerous I am. Whenever I get in a fight I will turn to violence first. Recently I had no choice but to turn to another for help and I felt pressured into using her. I view third parties as a weapon btw. Oh and the grenade launcher gun is my favorite weapon on 007. >0< It's so awesome, a one hit Kill! The civilians represent how some people can get into fights by just hearing about it, despite them not belonging there.
The part about flying blind into the obstacles is that sometimes you get trapped by the smallest of things without realizing it. Right now I am in a spot at school and I am having a hard time getting though it. My guilt of other things distracts me from noticing the everyday obstacles ahead.
End. Thank you ever so much for reading. ^^ I know it was Hecka Long ^w^