I'm not going to a mental hospital. I went to my phyciatrict and we're going to get new meds. I am going to go to more meetings with him and the school one. I will be at school tomorrow ^^ Hazah! I know y'all missed me. No worries I was fine.
Y'all know the organization 12 of consciousness right? Well they were starting it. A month ago they kept fighting and it was making me really really depressed. This last week I've been having those gory daydreams of ways a person can kill themselves and almost anything can turn it on. Just a paper floating made me think of someone jumping off of a building. Hopefully the meds will help with them.
Please I know it's been so long, but still, don't mention axel. I mean I try to get over him but he is a part of my past. Do not pretend he's just some character. He's not to me you endanger yourself by saying such. I have a hard time controlling my anger recently. Whether it be from writing or from Axel. Please be wary and I will keep trying to keep myself under control.
No worries it's all good here
