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I today, fully belive that I AM SEXI. I finally beleive that I am sexi.

It has been my childhood goal to be sexy and tonight at Mervyns I acheived my goal. I realized it when I tried on some lingerie while waiting for my mom. First I tried on a poofy pink dress. Ew pink I know but the other colors were too small and I was curious.

When I was a little girl, I went shopping with my aunt Karol and Mom one time. ALl I remember is seeing this fluffy red lingferie. I had to be 9 or 8 years old. It was thee SEXIEST thing I had ever seen. I wanted it so badly. Ever since then it has remained a dream. If I ever see it again.... It is mine...

Anyway.... when I tried it on I looked like a fluffy gumdrop. >.< EMBARRASSING. So next I tried on this bustier. It was black and red. OMG sexy. So I tried it on and was like OMFG that's me. DAAAAAAAMN. I am HOT! So then I was posing and s**t in the mirror, admiring my sexy new look on life.

This oldtimer next to me was farting so I left. >.> she didn't even excuse herself and she knew I was in the stall next to her. RUDE. Then again she needed a bra to lift her boobs so I was like "b***h please. If you're that old I ain't gonna really care. It's like breathing for you anyhow."