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Sigh And Yet Crack I vented about almost everything on my driveway with chalk ^^" It was kinda fun So I recently lost someone very dear to me. I am in mourning right now and in process of deleting the person from existence. I fear her words will haunt me forever, "I can see you in the future and you're all alone." Let's not dwell on it shall we. It hurts too much. I seriously have gotten strong urges to cut myself again lately. The pain in life gets so hard but I've been strong. I have my girl with me and my family. Speaking of which Teej and I are better. Hachi and I will be together forever! <3 Love Love. It's because we listen and compromise with each other that we are so successful. We are near out two months together anniversary >.< WOOT I'm done with my whole vengence thing. If people don't want to be my friend then let them miss out and I'll just protect myself by erasing them. If they cannot return the eternal love I bestowed I will kill it to keep it from rotting. For love will not die, it is painful and can be hidden though. As for Ashley, I want to solve things with her but I never am able to reach her gonk Whatever she wants she will get sweatdrop I'm worn out. Mourning is hard and painful.

Posted by: Sakura Takachi Sat Apr 05, 2008 @ 05:28am

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LittleShaherizad
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Sun Apr 06, 2008 @ 09:00pm

You've been so strong recently, love. Don't let the bunny's words haunt you, please. As you erase her, erase those words, because they cannot possibly be true. That's what I'm here for, ne? 4laugh Continue to be strong, but always come to me if you don't feel strong enough to handle things. I'll help any way I can.
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Sun Apr 06, 2008 @ 11:26pm

Venting can be quite healthy when it doesn't hurt others. ^^

Although, deleting people isn't quite too nice Miss Sakura... And it's not good if that's causing you to mourn... -_-"
Why do those words haunt you? I know it's your fear, but if you aren't doing anything now that you'd deserve to be alone in the future than you have nothing to fear. ^^

If you cut yourself I'm ignoring you forever. >_>
You and TJ-Chan are sooo cute~♥

YAY! Anaversaries are a sign of strength! ^_^

YAY For the stopping of vengance! ^_^x10
Oooo to the erasing. -_-"
You really shouldn't put yourself so that you are bestowing people your love Miss Sakura, you should let it come naturally! Hunikins doesn't like to see you in pain, especially if it's something like this. sad

Well, If mourning is so hard maybe you should try being happy now? ^^

~Hun

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Robohaven
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Tue Apr 08, 2008 @ 01:54am

hn. people claim to see the future, and very very few are ever correct, and even so, their claims are none too accurate.
Deletion is a very hard thing to do. The system allows it, over time, but to force it is to create havoc within yourself AND the system itself.
Cutting will create even More troubles in the data that is you, and the files that are connected to it...

...happeh anniversary thing? 6_6;
(Josie is not sooo good in celebratory sayings just yet.)

Ashley is stubborn and hot-headed. Leave her be for a bit. If she still does not cool-off, just keep her out of the loop. for everything.

~much luffles from a faraway home-prison-cell-thingy.~

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