The moment I let you back into my life you come back. Why won't you tell me. Can't you admit it. Don't you realize how much I miss you. How much I long to hear your voice. It is unreal the pain and suffering.
You did not betray me, you proved you care about me. How could that be betrayl. I did not get in trouble. I will not. I cannot. I have these lies near me to shroud her mind always.
I am not suicidal nor have I been in these past few weeks, had you read the rest and talked to Teej or I you might have known and understood. Death thoughts come but those are unfrequent and dimissed as soon as they appear. Don't lie to yourself.
Let love in as I release you from your borders.
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