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1st hour- Same old same old. Nothing different really at all other then me starting a new drawing kinda.

2nd hour- I worked hard to get my Greece information. I finished for the most part.

3rd hour- I finished some things and I halved assed others. I took pictures of the famous dock tape dress. It is pink, blue, yellow and white. It was pretty but not my colors.

4th hour- I tried to work but history kicked my a**. I did all the parts I was sure about though.

Lunch- The last time I may see some of my friends. It wasn’t painful but it will be for a little bit. It was happy, everyone was happy. In a way we said are good byes. Took lots of pictures and gave lots of hugs. I risked getting my phone taken away but it was worth it and more. I want the memories. I can look back, bum my self out, and say what a hell of a time. Then maybe track there number down and give them a call, just maybe. I’ll live though this and it will be good.

5th hour- I give up the more I work and that is ok. I feel more and more that I will be fine. I figured out how to make background pictures stay just in time to leave in a total of 9 days.

I feel like I’m in a book reading about my own life in a quite bed room. I like it but it does feel wrong. When will I put the book down and what will it be like? I think this feeling helps me in some strange way. I feel like I’m doing something and its coming naturally to me. I feel better then ever wile telling this kind of story.

I wonder if anyone cares to read it? It would make me happy if they did. I wonder if someone has looked at my journal on gaia or what not. Probably with out telling me they have. I want to know what they think.

I remember reading back like that. I learn a lot. I relate in a way and I’m thankful for that.

So much makes me wonder right now. What do my friends think about how they work? How do they get to it? What do they think of what is around them? Would it be the same in any way? What are there plans, the ones they don’t think of? Like when will they take of for a friends night? Will they even try?

******** it all I’ll find out with time. If I don’t tough s**t, I know there are others yet to come into my life. When one leaves another friend comes. I know that. I’ll love everyone I will call a friend. If they go it won’t change a thing. Its not like the end of everything. You’ll miss them and love what you had. Why not? It was fun.

I will say this. There are people I can’t stand the thought of leaving. I’ll just force them to live with me. I don’t think they will object…much.

6th hour- I was so happy I didn't find that one guy annoying. I was happy even when he wouldn't shut up.

7th hour- I'm working with Lisa on my project thank God. I worked a little but I was distracted by Lisa being pissed. This b***h next to us took her computer moved her stuff and used her log in. She is going to have that bitches crap saved to her profile.