r u confused so am i well thats wat my life is like so welcome. i hav 2 get 2 shots soon and i afriad of needles so imma bite the person who trys 2 inject me ugh. me and my bf mutually decided not 2 go out cuz we r going 2 different skools next year and its easier now 4 us 2 just be friends. we r besties and its all good. but now im going out with one of my best friends of almost 2 years, jordyn. she is awesome. im going 2 a party this saturday maybe with liz and vicky and there will b lotsa jello shots yay mrgreen and thurs is the last day of skool and im excited about summer and 10th grade. well actually im pretty nervous about only being 14 and not being able 2 handle it. i dont hold up well under pressure. but i alread hav lots of friends a that skool red mtn who will b in 11th grade like mary. mel, tori, erin, chenille, etc. lately ive been really anxious and a little lost and alot confused. yesterdy i watched mcrs im not okay video like 20 times. its wierd how it describes alot how ive been feeling lately. sometimes i get like high when im not on drugs at the time and its interesting. like one time during 1st hr last week there was a bunch of green spots i saw and then the room turned green. i think i almost passed out im not sure. sometimes i feel disoriented or dizzy. 2day i had a maker fight with my friend and i won but we both got covered in marker and later i swallowed a piece of plastic 2 no reason. 2 years ago i swallowed a paper clip 4 no reason. i know im a dumb a**
 XxXmychemicaladdictionXxX · Tue May 20, 2008 @ 03:22am · 1 Comments |
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