these past couple days have been extremely confusing. ugh i just dont know or cant understand. just wen i thought everything was nearly perfect it changed. yesterday jordyn and i broke up. no thats wrong breaking up is somewhat mutual and or filled with decentness or pleasant or for the better. that was not the case this time. ive been told its not my fault. and well i guess this time i actually didnt screw things up. so she dumped me over the phone yesterday on our 1 week anniversary. but thats not the worst part wait till u hear y. bcuz i was the first chick she went out with and she realized she wasnt a bisexual as she has been 4 the past 2 years since i met her. but theres more. she met a hot guy over the weekend and now she wants 2 go out with him but she couldnt do that if she was still going out with me. she barely knows him yet suddenly he became more important than me i guess. i really dont know im sooooo confused about everything. i was really hurt at first but then i got angry then i felt used and wronged. right now im just really unsure of everything. she called me crying bout how all her friends r fighting and stuf bout keeping things from her parents and someother stuff and i comforted her i was there 4 her and then after that she tells me bout being strait. so now we r "best friends" she was crying and like im hurting u. she was but i kept trying 2 make her feel better and i kept saying in fine im ok its alright. then we got off the phone and were txting and i got pissed at the situation and said "hav fun with ur new boy. btw im not ********!" it was pretty sweet. she can go 2 hell ill never b the same.
on a happier note its summer woooooo! and my phone is all better! boo high skool 10th grade aaaaaaahhhhhh meh not ready! meh still 2 immarure and dorky but ive got friends who luv me there so im probably gonna make it.
 XxXmychemicaladdictionXxX · Wed May 28, 2008 @ 01:19am · 1 Comments |
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