so everything has been going quite nicely this summer. well 2day started out extreeeeeeeeemmmmlllyyyyy boooooooring!!!!! i was woken up @ 7 o clock and cleaned house for something 2 do then i listened 2 myipod. but then at bout noon my dad had a party and got a bunch of guys over to watch the world champeonship cage fighting which is pretty awesome better than tapout. and later jordyn came over and everything is cool with us we had lotsa fun and took dorky pics of ourselves. we had a buble fight with these huge buuble wands and she got bubbles down my shirt cuz i was wearing spegetti straps. i got her back tho. xp i tried 2 dye my hair candy apple red a couple days ago but it turned pinkish red and now its faded to a bubble gum pink. but imma bleach it out and dye it blue! my hair has been every color cept blue. i had a monster 2day and got a major monster high. i was sooooo hyper. i called lizzy and me and jordyn were talking 2 her. then i called wyatt and mel and it was cool. we left stupid messages on our friends answering machines it was hilarious. u should hear jordyns outgoing voicemail shes trying 2 talk and im screaming random stuff in the background its awesome! at one point we were laying on my bed and i had my head on her tummy. b4 that i was laying on my floor feeling my hip bones and my ribbs cuz both of them stick out. i took a pic of my tummy 2! everyone thinks im weird cuz i like 2 feel my hips tummy and ribbs but i cant control my self and i cant help it if i luv my body. ninja its been a long time since i could say that but a few days ago i was alone listening 2 mcr and i realized just how much i luv my life and myself and living. i have a great life with lots of friends a pretty decent personality and body (cept for my sometimes short temper) im live my life crazy and its fun. 2day i wore my rainbow earings they purdy. mrgreen im sooo tired of being wat people call "emo" i dont even dress or look like it. i wear usually bright cheery cloathes sometimes dark stuff. i like it both ways. sometimes i wear dark eyeliner but not often. i just recently went thru some rough emotional times. and ive realized that u hav 2 help ur self. no one can save u. in the end u hav 2 find your own happiness and self worth even thou things arent perfect theres always something 2 make u see that life is beautiful u just have 2 find that thing or things. theres always hope. but people can help some and they did help me some. music helped alot. im glad 2 say that the past is behind me now and life is 2 short 2 waste a second dweling on the past. the future is bright. dont label urself cuz that just makes it ok 4 others 2. dont b so down on urself cuz then other will think its ok 4 them 2 dump on u. dont b so negative all the time cuz then people wont want 2 b around someone who is constantly bringing them down. just b urself and if u dont like u change. life is not about finding urself its about creating urself. but always b urself dont try 2 b someone else cuz im srry but trying 2 "fit in" is pathetic. dont let ppl tell u u aint good enuf cuz ur not theyre the one with the problem and they dont deserve u.
on a different note u should all look at my other account demolitionluvr which i now only use 2 show off all my cool icons ive collected. things i collect: monster tabs, monster boxes (the 4 packs), rainbow stuff, band posters and autographed pics, fake roses, stickers, buttons (the kind u can put on backpacks and shirts), rubber duckys, hot wheels, stuffed animals, and just tons of random stuff i think is cool. my room is filled with little kicknacks i like. plz plz plz feel free 2 comment on meh journal meh profile or pm me cuz that makes me happy and i give u big virtual hug! whee its fun 2 lick ppl. i licked jordyn 2day he he. i bite also. 4laugh oh and btw bubbles taste nasty. yuck. i watched spongebob and invader zim 2day yay! people like 2 poke meh and im really really really ticklish 3nodding peace out and give em hell kid. xd xp
 XxXmychemicaladdictionXxX · Mon Jun 02, 2008 @ 03:56am · 0 Comments |
Live your own life, for you die your own death.