so thursday jordyn came over at like 8 in da morning and she straitened my hair it looked good. we had monsters and watched videos on utube like foamy and fred woot. then she showed me how 2 get a myspace and my name is monsterfreak if u wanna add me. then we picked up mary and we went 2 starbucks or starshmucks and had frapacinos cuz i hate coffee yuck! then we met keileni and her shy friend at the mall. mary and i made out and keileni and i touched tongues. we all took crazy fotos and i got a sparkly tiara from hottopic and i was a pretty princess. and spencers has really cool lighters. then we went back 2 my house and layed on the floor and called lizzy and jordyn kept squirting my tummy with perfume cuz it was showing. then we went 2 tacobell. the next day i met mary and lizzy and vicky at the pool we swan for like 4 hrs. then 2day i went 2 the movies and saw get smart. its really funny. 2morrow im puting blue streaks in my hair. i spent most of 2day reading. i guess thats all. plz comment if u feel so compelled 2 do so. actually im not done yet. sometimes i feel depressed 4 no reason. and alot of the time im confused bout life and everthing. im not normal ive been noticeing. but wen i feel bad i go into my sanctuary which is the guest room. i think its the plain white walls that r so relaxing and calming. my laptop, books, phone, and comics r all in there and i feel safe in there. im afraid of alot of things and somehow im always manageing 2 phsyc myself out bout stuff. im scared of the dark, spiders, heights, drowning, being alone. just to name a few. but 4 some reason i like being alone alot. people piss me off. theres only certain ones that i like 2 b around. its all weired like me
 XxXmychemicaladdictionXxX · Sun Jun 22, 2008 @ 03:38am · 0 Comments |
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