I still feel sad. I've been taking my broken heart out on my stories so everything sounds so depressing and all. But I don't care. I'll just be listening to "Sotsugyo -Sayonara wa Ashita no Tameni". I think I know what it means now but I'm not entirely sure. I think it means "Goodbye my love forever". Well, if it does mean that, then that's how I feel. I want to find the lyrics of this and print it out with the English translation. But so far, no luck at all. Anime lyrics doesn't have it but I'm going to try and search for it. If anyone does find it, then please tell me!!

Anime Lyrics

Anyway, I think I might device a way to keep my heart from breaking. Let's see here...[a markerboard falls from the sky and has a drawing] First there's the a barbed wire, an iron barrier, then the glass barrier, then my firey temper, then dagger and Crescent, then fnally my heart. Not much but it'll be harder to get through. Espescially with my temper and DEagger and Crescent.

Well, I guess I'll take my depression out on my stories again and listen to my favorite song.

EDIT: I finally know what the song title means!!! ^_^ "Sotsugyou - Sayonara wa Ashita no Tameni" means "Graduation Goodbye for Tomrrow's Sake". And I also found the lyrics!!! Both Japanese and English!! I think it's really cute and all:

Sotsugyou -Sayonara wa Ashita no Tameni

Tackey and Tsubasa

moshimo hitotsu dake tatta hitotsu dake
kanaerareru nara nai o inoru kana?
ima doko ni iru no? ima dare to iru no?
aoi sora miage sotto toi kakeru

with you sugu soba ni ita goro no kimi wa inai
with you hanaretemo kawaranai to yakusoku shita noni

tatoeba bokutachi ga omoide ni naru
soba no nukumori ni wa mou kanawanai kara
setsunai tameiki ga fui ni koboreta
mai agare haruka tooku kimi ni todoku youni

kitto sono mirai boku wa mou inai
sore dake no koto ni yatto kizuita yo

for me mayotteta boku no se o oshite kureta
for me hohoemi ni kakushite ita kanashigaru hitomi

tatoeba bokutachi ga sayonara ni naru
soba ni ite hoshii to sou tsubuyaiteita
yarusenai omoi ga koe ni naranai
semete kono inori dake wa kimi ni todoku youni

owaenai omoi sora ni hanashite
tatoe hitori demo aruiteiku kara

sakura no hana ga mau ano hi no youni
mabushii omoide no hikari o utsushite
setsunai tameiki de iro azayaka ni
mai agare kono omoi no subete todokete kure

tatoeba bokutachi ga omoide ni naru
soba no nukumori niwa mou kanawanai kara
sayonara wa mirai no tame ni aru kara
mai agare haruka tooku kimi ni todoku youni


Graduation Goodbye for Tomorrow's Sake

Tackey and Tsubasa

If only one, just one prayer
could be granted, what would I pray for?
Where are you now? Who are you with now?
I softly ask those questions while gazing at the blue sky

With you
You, who used to be at my side,
aren't here anymore.
With you,
Even though we're separated,
the promise we made is unchanging

We're becoming memories
Your nearby warmth is no longer granted to me
My painful sighs suddenly overflowed
whirling in the distance, in order to reach you

Surely I'll no longer be in your futrue
I finally realized that

For me
You supported me when I was lost
For me
My sad eyes hid behind my smile

When we said goodbye,
I whispered that I want to be near you
I can't give voice to cheerful thoughts;
At least this prayer will reach you

I tell my unending emotions to the sky
Even if I'm alone, I'll go walking

Cherry blossoms dance like on that day,
reflecting the light of our wonderful memories
with a painful sigh whirled up in colorful hues,
able to reach everything of these feelings

We're becoming memories
Your nearby warmth is no longer granted to me
My painful sighs suddenly overflowed
whirling in the distance, in order to reach you