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Song: Giving Up , Silverstein
Mood: Jealous?

Jealousy is eatting away at my eyes, I'm afraid it will soon eat my heart. I don't know if I'm jealous because of her because I love her, or I just don't want to lose her. Eh. Maybe I'm a really awful friend and just jealous because she has what I crave. But...I'm afraid for her that its just rebound dating...I dislike him. He's getting in the way. Wedging in between us like a door stopper. Ehh maybe I'm just pissy but hey what can you do except wait it out to see if she gets over him? I know who she loves the most. No its not me. And Yeah...I'm actually cool with that. I'd much rather her be with him than f*****t Boy. At least I knew she really loves p***y Pants. Lord then there's him. Yet another guy :B I wish I was this popular at school, maybe I am but I'm just oblivious ;o Happens a lot. Anyway. Yeah I feel ignored but man what can I do? Tell, cry, or whine about it? No. Besides, he needs his time alone with other people I can't hog him all to myself; hes not an object. On a lighter note, me and p***y Pants have been getting a lot closer lately. Its odd. It reminds me off last summer when my love for him was bountiful. @w@; My feelings have changed so much...Well. Maybe now I'll get to be as close as we once we're I missed the old little p***y I could tease and poke fun of and not have get jealous over every little thing :]


PEACE OUT, YO.