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Mood: ...Aye dee kay? o:
Song: Still Dreaming, Silverstein

Children these days. Lust, lust, lust, lust. Do they understand love? I mean yeah the times have changed and a lot more people are going out and getting laid. Boys go to their friends and brag about it. *sigh* Maybe I'm just to loveydovey and want to lose my virginity to the right guy. I don't want to lose that to some chump. I mean you never get that back. You need to give it to the right person right? I mean...Ugh. Even if your friends with the guy you need to lose it to the guy you'd die for and he'd do the same right? And I mean what are they like five? Okay more like 14. Maybe I'm just being overprotective...I don't know...But. I mean. Ugh. I think I was just mostly pissed off because of how Zeo had to go and act. Sure. I called him a douche. So what? Did he have to see Brittney when she was so upset about him? When she was so hurt? When she was so mad? Did he have to see his best friend like that? No. He didn't. He's the one who caused her to cry all those nights. Not me. Sure. He said sorry all those times. But the pains still there. Even if you try to patch it up with I'm sorry. It doesn't cut it all the time. And even if he didn't do anything to harm her. I mean. What the hell. Their BOTH DATING SOMEONE ELSE. Its just PURE LUST. I mean Brittney will do anything to get Zeo back. And if giving him that worked she would have done it. Or anything to make it feel like how it was before they broke up. Zeo? He just wants some pootang pie. Sure. He may care for her. But I know he doesn't love her as much as his girlfriend. And even if this did make her happy it would have just hurt her in the end. Sure. You can feel loved for what a week? Have all the fun couples do. Make the hole deeper in your heart for when you go back. Sure. WONDERFUL idea. Did you think about that Zeo? So you hate me? So what. I'd rather you both hate me. Than make the most retarded decision of your life. HELL. EVEN IF YOU GUYS WERE DATING. YOU. LIVE. IN. DIFFERENT. STATES. Period. You can love each other but...Wouldn't it be easier to love someone who lives near you? So the pain of the emptiness isn't there? ...Yeah. I'm not one to talk. But I know that Drew loves me most. None of this "I have feelings for 6 other girls" Oh wanna bring Tay and Jade into this Zeo? Their his BEST friends. Friends. There's a difference....Its like. My relationship with Connor I may have said I loved him and wanted something different than friendship but you know? I take that back. I just really really love Connor as like a friend a really good friend. No not ******** buddies. But you know you get a connection when you talk to that person practically EVERYDAY. There you go. There's the difference. b***h to me on yahoo, gaia, or even ignore me. I don't care. If you can't see WHY I got so frantic and freaked then whatever. I was looking out for you and Brittney, but if you think I'm that shallow to ruin your happiness then fine. Shows how much you know me. Because I would NEVER. EVER. Do that.