I am lost, I can't seem to find my way home.
I am just a huge mess, a puzzle that can't seem to be solved.
I cry, I laugh, I pretend everything is alright.
I am human...right?
I am confused, yet I already know the answer.
I don't even know why i am writing this.
Maybe I am trying to be heard, finally tired
I can't get anything out of my head.
I am too scared to say my words.
I get sick at the thought of me being scared....but I really am.
I am a typical girl, I want my knight in shinning armor,
just like everyone else. They want a "get out of jail card"
I admit that I am not the best of person, I have my own black box.
What started out as writing turned into a confession.
I have something, I want it, but I am too scared to let it out.
I am scared of the demons that may hurt it,
I am scared of the past that I hold, it could crush it.
I am frightened of what my past holds. I don't want it anymore.
My goal, my want, so far away. So many things keeping me away from it.
It is my fault though, I was lonely, and people suffer because..one person was cold.
I am sorry to everyone, I wanted love.
Now that I have it, I must pay for what my past is to behold. Only then will I
actually think I am worth having it. This is it...
A girls happy ending.
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