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I am lost, I can't seem to find my way home.

I am just a huge mess, a puzzle that can't seem to be solved.

I cry, I laugh, I pretend everything is alright.

I am human...right?

I am confused, yet I already know the answer.

I don't even know why i am writing this.

Maybe I am trying to be heard, finally tired

I can't get anything out of my head.

I am too scared to say my words.

I get sick at the thought of me being scared....but I really am.

I am a typical girl, I want my knight in shinning armor,

just like everyone else. They want a "get out of jail card"

I admit that I am not the best of person, I have my own black box.

What started out as writing turned into a confession.

I have something, I want it, but I am too scared to let it out.

I am scared of the demons that may hurt it,

I am scared of the past that I hold, it could crush it.

I am frightened of what my past holds. I don't want it anymore.

My goal, my want, so far away. So many things keeping me away from it.

It is my fault though, I was lonely, and people suffer because..one person was cold.

I am sorry to everyone, I wanted love.

Now that I have it, I must pay for what my past is to behold. Only then will I

actually think I am worth having it. This is it...


A girls happy ending.