Song: The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You, My Chemical Romance
Mood: Kay I guess P:
irritation
worry
irritation
worry
Seems to be my daily schedule for this week.
I think the worry is worse than the irritation, to be quiet honest.
...My nerves can't handle worry.
They aren't accustom to worry.
Irritation is my main mood.
I can handle that.
Worry?
No.
I'm not used to having so many people making me stress.
So many issues.
Teenage drama is horrible.
I mean srsly.
....
I don't want anyone to be hurt anymore.
I don't want the feelings of heartache,
depression that leads to addictions,
and lost feelings and memories,
to be there anymore.
They ruin the flow.
I've had friends in distress many times.
But not so many before.
Not so, so many.
Also.
Something feels wrong inside my own heart.
It feels like...
Something is about to take place...
Something...Thats going to change a relationship...
Or change my life somehow..
I don't know.
But I do know.
I'm freaked out about it.
Last time I had this feeling.
It turned out horrible.
I'd rather not relive that kaythx.
...
Oh ********,
If life ain't just a joke then why are we laughing?
Why are we laughing, Gerard?
Can you tell me the answer?
Because I sure as hell don't know.
Mood: Kay I guess P:
irritation
worry
irritation
worry
Seems to be my daily schedule for this week.
I think the worry is worse than the irritation, to be quiet honest.
...My nerves can't handle worry.
They aren't accustom to worry.
Irritation is my main mood.
I can handle that.
Worry?
No.
I'm not used to having so many people making me stress.
So many issues.
Teenage drama is horrible.
I mean srsly.
....
I don't want anyone to be hurt anymore.
I don't want the feelings of heartache,
depression that leads to addictions,
and lost feelings and memories,
to be there anymore.
They ruin the flow.
I've had friends in distress many times.
But not so many before.
Not so, so many.
Also.
Something feels wrong inside my own heart.
It feels like...
Something is about to take place...
Something...Thats going to change a relationship...
Or change my life somehow..
I don't know.
But I do know.
I'm freaked out about it.
Last time I had this feeling.
It turned out horrible.
I'd rather not relive that kaythx.
...
Oh ********,
If life ain't just a joke then why are we laughing?
Why are we laughing, Gerard?
Can you tell me the answer?
Because I sure as hell don't know.
