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Yes... I am currently writing this at 12:07 AM... I guess I'm on a sugar high. I ate a lot sugary things today. stare

Well, it's been ages since I've written anything, and yet, there's nothing interesting to say. confused For the most part, I quit my job about two weeks ago, so all I'm doing is wasting time and being bored at home. I routinely wake up around noon every week day - and save for my private tutoring job - I don't go outside much anymore. Except for the time over this past weekend where I went to Amanda's Soak City birthday party. That was fun.

Anyways, I have no life at this point, and have been driven to a new high point of boredom, so hence I'm writing this journal.

But I suppose I could care to say what I've been doing to make the time go by. I read. I draw. I sleep. I eat. I watch mindlessly repeative movies and gush wanna-be-tears-and-laughter over the same old manga books. I constantly listen to music to keep me company since I'm the only one at home and it gets creepy and lonely most of the times. The majority of the time that I spend nowadays is on the computer - and then again not really. I have it on, but the only thing that I really use it for is to listen to music, go on Gaia once in a while, and doodle endless nonsense onto the bucketloads of scrap paper that I have in front of it. Once in a while, rarely, will I draw something good and decide to keep it - but the 99.9% of things that I draw ends up in the trash. (I need to really recycle paper... sweatdrop )

Also lately, I've found it hard to draw. Maybe it's my lack of human interaction... or just, stimulation from other things besides my lonely home... but it's depressing to find that I'm not drawing as well as I want to right now. I mean, I was semi-depressed to begin with, being locked up in my house as I am, but it's really not helping to have nothing to do and to have the only thing that I can do dissappoint me so. And I really wanted to get going on some of my stories too... But I can't do that since my mom doesn't want me to go out and meet my friends so that we could discuss it. She's the main reason why I've been at home so much, too. She's been in a bad mood - only today did I find out that it was mainly because her boss at work was being a b***h to her. But she quit today, so I should be let off the hook a little bit. But I highly doubt she'll let me out... Baka.

Hmm... I can't wait to go to college. I still have about two weeks to wait. Well, technically, I have the rest of this week, then the next week and I can finally go to my orientation on the 3rd and the 4th. The 5th is when I actuall start my first real day of college. I really, really want to get going cuz staying at home is killing me and my creativity. So yeah - WooT~! for going to college soon.

And, oh yeah. The weather's been really wierd and violent recently. I've been sitting at home and reading all these articles as to why that's happening or whatnot. All I can say is that the world is ready to blow up in the next 100 to 200 years. There goes the Earth - Poof! *Shrughs* It was bound to happen sooner or later. (Though I do feel very sorry and sympathetic towards the victims of the Hurrican Katrina and Hurricane Rita. Wish I could do more for them. If I had more money...)

Well, this was my attempt at letting everyone know that I am still alive and breathing - just not as active as I'd want to be. And since I don't want to sound like I need attention, I'll be going now and trying very hard to come up with something more creative to do or draw. wink

Take care all,

heart ~*~ K17_K47_K175UN3_CH4N ~*~ heart

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