Song: Sound of the Sun; Silverstein
Mood: Awesome ;P
Well.
I'm back!
:D
Didja miss me?
Of course you did.
Because I'm so awesome.
Lolno.
ANYWAY.
The cabin was sweet.
I had a good time.
But I did srsly miss my friends.
; x;
BUT.
I has picz and a video if yew guys wanna see...
&&;
&&;
If I don't spam you with them first.
D:
Anyway.
I need to get over it.
I'm such a drama queen.
I'm tired of standing still.
I need to move forward.
the reason I'm so depressed all the time is....DUN DUN DUNNN.
I hate myself.
Lololol.
Not being dramatic or anything.
Not like "OHEMGEE. IM SO UGLY."
Not that.
I just hate everything I've made for myself.
Every choice I've made.
They've all seemed to suck.
And my personality in my opinion is made of suck and fail
x]
But you know what?
I don't need to b***h because there's people out there who love me for me.
Who say I don't need to change.
And even though I can't look past my flaws.
They can.
They're the reason I get up in the morning.
The reason I trudge through the day.
The reason I put up with the s**t life likes the throw at you.
So.
I'D LIKE TO SEND SOME LOVE TO MY BEST FRIENDZ.
KAY?
READY?
;P
INTERWEBZ PPLZ.
Connor: Lolol. you make me smile. period. Best Friends for life. And damn our parents for giving birth to us in different states D:< and ily even if yew can be a big meanie poo pants cuz i kno yer just kidding ;P
Brittney: OMGILY. :] Even if boys bring you down. I'm always here for you lesbian bby. AND LETS RIDE THE TEACUPS AGAIN, KAY? xDD
Kait: Lolol fetus tea. We don't talk much. But I'm just shy and don't know what to say xD; LOL I STILL STALK YOUR PROFILE D:
Jay Dee: Lololol gasm icing and baking food. :] Keep on being a cool cookie. Making me giggle. Kay? P:
Michelle: thanks for making me see its okay to be weird. because people love it :3 if you quit i get to carve your name into my arm. ; x;
Drew: Rawr. Even though I miss yew. And sometimes want to hate you. I can't cuz you're just too cool. ;]
Ro-Kun: LOLWAT. Srsly. Force Connor to let me see you. He can't hog me. Well he can but...YOU GET THE POINT D:<
Tay: Lol saw you at the con. And hopefully this year too :D
IRL PPLZ.
Rachel: Thanks for being there. and not leaving me even when we left each other for a year.
Beth: i may have said some stupid s**t about david. but bby. i didnt mean it. thanks for letting me cry. and i'll save you from mr. bald daddy anyday.
Bethany: ...even though you can be a b***h, and whine a lot. youre still okay bby.
Ramsey: LOLOL. yer quiet. and let me pick on you. but we all know i love you and my teasing proves it. :]
Megan: LOLEVENTHOUGHSHECANTSEETHIS. i'm happy she actually remembered me even though we havent seen each other since...5th grade? lol shes kick a**.
Catie: sweet, sweet, sweet. thx for being my man cakes even though your not manly D: your manliness shows in your will power. ;P
Alex: Stop being a douche. Stop trying to hurt me and beth. It doesn't get our attention. It makes us hate you. Go back to being weird but nice.
Winode: Stop letting me pick on you so much puny boy. <<;
Ronnie: lololwat. make me giggle. D:< and talk to me even though i like totally don't even know you that well.
Mood: Awesome ;P
Well.
I'm back!
:D
Didja miss me?
Of course you did.
Because I'm so awesome.
Lolno.
ANYWAY.
The cabin was sweet.
I had a good time.
But I did srsly miss my friends.
; x;
BUT.
I has picz and a video if yew guys wanna see...
&&;
&&;
If I don't spam you with them first.
D:
Anyway.
I need to get over it.
I'm such a drama queen.
I'm tired of standing still.
I need to move forward.
the reason I'm so depressed all the time is....DUN DUN DUNNN.
I hate myself.
Lololol.
Not being dramatic or anything.
Not like "OHEMGEE. IM SO UGLY."
Not that.
I just hate everything I've made for myself.
Every choice I've made.
They've all seemed to suck.
And my personality in my opinion is made of suck and fail
x]
But you know what?
I don't need to b***h because there's people out there who love me for me.
Who say I don't need to change.
And even though I can't look past my flaws.
They can.
They're the reason I get up in the morning.
The reason I trudge through the day.
The reason I put up with the s**t life likes the throw at you.
So.
I'D LIKE TO SEND SOME LOVE TO MY BEST FRIENDZ.
KAY?
READY?
;P
INTERWEBZ PPLZ.
Connor: Lolol. you make me smile. period. Best Friends for life. And damn our parents for giving birth to us in different states D:< and ily even if yew can be a big meanie poo pants cuz i kno yer just kidding ;P
Brittney: OMGILY. :] Even if boys bring you down. I'm always here for you lesbian bby. AND LETS RIDE THE TEACUPS AGAIN, KAY? xDD
Kait: Lolol fetus tea. We don't talk much. But I'm just shy and don't know what to say xD; LOL I STILL STALK YOUR PROFILE D:
Jay Dee: Lololol gasm icing and baking food. :] Keep on being a cool cookie. Making me giggle. Kay? P:
Michelle: thanks for making me see its okay to be weird. because people love it :3 if you quit i get to carve your name into my arm. ; x;
Drew: Rawr. Even though I miss yew. And sometimes want to hate you. I can't cuz you're just too cool. ;]
Ro-Kun: LOLWAT. Srsly. Force Connor to let me see you. He can't hog me. Well he can but...YOU GET THE POINT D:<
Tay: Lol saw you at the con. And hopefully this year too :D
IRL PPLZ.
Rachel: Thanks for being there. and not leaving me even when we left each other for a year.
Beth: i may have said some stupid s**t about david. but bby. i didnt mean it. thanks for letting me cry. and i'll save you from mr. bald daddy anyday.
Bethany: ...even though you can be a b***h, and whine a lot. youre still okay bby.
Ramsey: LOLOL. yer quiet. and let me pick on you. but we all know i love you and my teasing proves it. :]
Megan: LOLEVENTHOUGHSHECANTSEETHIS. i'm happy she actually remembered me even though we havent seen each other since...5th grade? lol shes kick a**.
Catie: sweet, sweet, sweet. thx for being my man cakes even though your not manly D: your manliness shows in your will power. ;P
Alex: Stop being a douche. Stop trying to hurt me and beth. It doesn't get our attention. It makes us hate you. Go back to being weird but nice.
Winode: Stop letting me pick on you so much puny boy. <<;
Ronnie: lololwat. make me giggle. D:< and talk to me even though i like totally don't even know you that well.
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Will power? I think you're getting me confused with someone else. XD LOVESJOO.