Song: Buried Myself Alive; The Used
Mood: Heart stab? ;P
Lululul.
Bitchness gonna come through.
Well.
Not really more like Emo Paigey.
D:<
Hmm.
I guess my wounds haven't healed.
How sexy is that.
I'm like an open walking, bleeding wound.
delicious.
I should have known.
But goddamn it.
He should know better not to talk about her!
:l
He could have just been like.
'Oh I'm busy.'
Not
'Oh I'm out with Jade at a fancy restaurant having fun all dressed up.'
******** you.
o:
Like I care.
Like I WANT to know.
...
But if I didn't care why would I make such a big deal out of it like I am now?
;]
I care so much it disgusts me.
Lululul.
And to make my day even better
I went to visit my grandfather on my dad's side.
He had a heart attack.
And everyone keeps telling me that they can't promise me he's going to be okay.
I know that already.
I know not to let my hopes up.
Not until he gets better.
I know better than to expect the best.
I've learned my lesson.
Ugfh.
And I hate that I act so happy and normal with people.
I mean it just happens.
Put on a happy face - People don't know.
Put on a sad face - People ask questions.
Its much to tiresome to tell them.
Go over the whole story.
But...
I want to be held.
Such a simple thing.
That no one gives me.
asdf.
I don't know.
I want to be held by someone.
Not just my family.
I want someone to love
Bleh.
DEPRESSION ROKKKZ.
;P
Kthxbye.
Mood: Heart stab? ;P
Lululul.
Bitchness gonna come through.
Well.
Not really more like Emo Paigey.
D:<
Hmm.
I guess my wounds haven't healed.
How sexy is that.
I'm like an open walking, bleeding wound.
delicious.
I should have known.
But goddamn it.
He should know better not to talk about her!
:l
He could have just been like.
'Oh I'm busy.'
Not
'Oh I'm out with Jade at a fancy restaurant having fun all dressed up.'
******** you.
o:
Like I care.
Like I WANT to know.
...
But if I didn't care why would I make such a big deal out of it like I am now?
;]
I care so much it disgusts me.
Lululul.
And to make my day even better
I went to visit my grandfather on my dad's side.
He had a heart attack.
And everyone keeps telling me that they can't promise me he's going to be okay.
I know that already.
I know not to let my hopes up.
Not until he gets better.
I know better than to expect the best.
I've learned my lesson.
Ugfh.
And I hate that I act so happy and normal with people.
I mean it just happens.
Put on a happy face - People don't know.
Put on a sad face - People ask questions.
Its much to tiresome to tell them.
Go over the whole story.
But...
I want to be held.
Such a simple thing.
That no one gives me.
asdf.
I don't know.
I want to be held by someone.
Not just my family.
I want someone to love
Bleh.
DEPRESSION ROKKKZ.
;P
Kthxbye.
