Song: Cemetery Drive
Mood: Upset.
Ugfh.
Where are you when I need you most?
...Bleh.
What am I thinking.
You're there, I just don't make an effort.
I want to be told its fine and everything's alright.
But I don't want to seem weak.
I'll drown in my own misery sometimes.
Why does it even bother me so much?
Why does it still hurt so much?
Why am I so pathetic.
That was stupid to say.
Why did he even have to tell me about her?
D:<
Like I ******** care.
Like I ******** wanted to know.
Like I ********.
...
Its my fault for making it seem like its not a big deal.
But it is.
It still hurts.
I'm such a lamey I haven't gotten over it yet.
I wish I had never met you. Then it'd be so much easier. ;]
Eh.
But sometimes I wish I hadn't fallen for him.
I was thinking of him even when we were together.
Every time I said you we're equal. I lied
Ah.
Lying is such an easy task.
But I hate doing it.
Unless its just a joke.
But I have found it really is quiet easy to lie to you.
To anyone.
Except for him
>:l
Gaawd.
I can't lie to him
He's always like
&Stop lying, Paige.&
And Im like &lolsry.&
asdf.
Dood I love that kid too much.
I was stressing about liking him so much.
LUL.
Its was like.
Overfill on the happiness.
I was choking on it.
e -e;
Ew.
But anyway.
Bleh.
I feel like poooo.
Wonderful.
o:
Anyway.
I'm going to stop ranting its pointless.
And nothing will really come of it
cept for 50g
:'D
Mood: Upset.
Ugfh.
Where are you when I need you most?
...Bleh.
What am I thinking.
You're there, I just don't make an effort.
I want to be told its fine and everything's alright.
But I don't want to seem weak.
I'll drown in my own misery sometimes.
Why does it even bother me so much?
Why does it still hurt so much?
Why am I so pathetic.
That was stupid to say.
Why did he even have to tell me about her?
D:<
Like I ******** care.
Like I ******** wanted to know.
Like I ********.
...
Its my fault for making it seem like its not a big deal.
But it is.
It still hurts.
I'm such a lamey I haven't gotten over it yet.
I wish I had never met you. Then it'd be so much easier. ;]
Eh.
But sometimes I wish I hadn't fallen for him.
I was thinking of him even when we were together.
Every time I said you we're equal. I lied
Ah.
Lying is such an easy task.
But I hate doing it.
Unless its just a joke.
But I have found it really is quiet easy to lie to you.
To anyone.
Except for him
>:l
Gaawd.
I can't lie to him
He's always like
&Stop lying, Paige.&
And Im like &lolsry.&
asdf.
Dood I love that kid too much.
I was stressing about liking him so much.
LUL.
Its was like.
Overfill on the happiness.
I was choking on it.
e -e;
Ew.
But anyway.
Bleh.
I feel like poooo.
Wonderful.
o:
Anyway.
I'm going to stop ranting its pointless.
And nothing will really come of it
cept for 50g
:'D
