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Moolicious
Luster after the Mooster.
Odd dream/nightmare
I don't feel like retyping this so I'll just paste the conversation. It gives the basics of the dream.

Moo says:
this one was an odd a** dream
Angel says:
Oh?
Moo says:
i was a girl in the beginning
Moo says:
in a world similar to ours... but not quiet the same
Moo says:
we were more in harmony with nature, but it was very 1800's with dresses and such and had solar electricty and cars... but no TVs or anything
Moo says:
electricity was used mainly for AC and lights
Angel says:
o3o
Moo says:
and everyone acted like sheep... NOBODY ever thought outside the box
Moo says:
EVER
Angel says:
o-o
Moo says:
it wasnt unheard of -- it just NEVER happened
Moo says:
and everyone was blissfully happy
Angel says:
Wow.
Moo says:
i was in a rich family... super super rich
Moo says:
my dad was a banker, or lawyer, or mayor or someone really important
Moo says:
and i had 2 brothers
Moo says:
i was their only daughter and thus the favorite of my father
Moo says:
well i had 2 friends that were very slightly different from society, but society didnt know what to do so they turned a blind eye to their differences
Moo says:
they were different because they liked to play in the woods
Moo says:
and i would join them
Moo says:
one day the three of us decided to run away and live a natural and free life... city life was boring to us
Moo says:
so we did.. we just.. did
Moo says:
and it was AMAZING
Angel says:
Cool~
Moo says:
we would play all day, eat when we wanted, go swimming in the lake
Moo says:
it was so much fun
Moo says:
we ended up swimming to another side of the lake and wound up on a town of little people who lived in the woods
Moo says:
but we didnt treat them differently because they were "midgets" or gnomes or dwarves or whatever they were
Moo says:
we didnt know any better... we were the first of our kind to think outside of the box
Moo says:
we ended up partially living with these little people in the woods, but we'd still play all day... they taught us how to find food (everyone was vegetarian in my world - nobody even thought to eat animals)
Moo says:
everything was amazing
Moo says:
i ended up with one of the two boys, and felt guilty because my friend was going to be lonely forever
Moo says:
so we went back home to try and find a girl to come with us
Moo says:
a few months later... we did go home
Moo says:
and my father, it turns out, panicked when i left... he sent search parties everywhere and had no clue what to do at all
Moo says:
but he was so happy I was home and asked me where I was. I told him I was in the woods and nothing more
Angel says:
O.o
Angel says:
Whoa.
Angel says:
XD
Moo says:
i remember it was late that evening after my father, mother and little brother went to bed and I decided to take a shower
Moo says:
i accidentally walked in on my older brother showering, apologized and walked to the one next door
Moo says:
i began to take a shower when i heard his water cut off and shrugged..
Moo says:
then i heard my door open...
Moo says:
and my brother came into my bathroom with bad intentions
Moo says:
this part is fuzzy.. so i'm trying to remember
Angel says:
o-o;
Moo says:
oh right
Moo says:
ok
Moo says:
so i beat him to death, or so i thought
Moo says:
i dragged him to his bedroom, freaking out of course, and sat him up in his computer chair
Moo says:
i laid his head on his computer keyboard
Moo says:
made it look like He'd done it himself
Angel says:
o-o
Moo says:
then he began breathing
Moo says:
so i started screaming for help
Moo says:
acted like I'd heard noises and went to his bedroom
Moo says:
the next day my friend had found a girl to go with us and we ran as fast as we could to get away from the city
Moo says:
some months had passed and we began to forget I almost killed my brother
Moo says:
its fuzzy again
Moo says:
i dont quiet remember how or what happened... but i went back home alone and sad
Moo says:
i was sad because my lover had told me to return.. he was angry with me
Moo says:
my father, desperate not to lose me again, decided to ship me off to a boarding school
Moo says:
and i was, at that point, willing to live the normal city life and obeyed everything my father had said
Moo says:
my lover snuck into my house but my father saw him and began screaming... its fuzzy in this part again
Moo says:
then we were back in the woods
Moo says:
so whatever happened we got away
Moo says:
something happens at the little people's place, but its really really good
Moo says:
and i dont really remember, but it was sorta long
Moo says:
and VERY good happy part
Moo says:
life was wonderful for some months
Moo says:
then we began hearing things... loud noises that we'd never heard before
Moo says:
and bright lights
Moo says:
oh i had told my father at an earlier point one thing
Moo says:
"we lived in the woods in this place with other people. They told us if we ever get lost to follow the silver fox in the water"
Moo says:
big mistake
Moo says:
i was walking along the shore of either another lake or an ocean with a batteryless wireless flashlight
Moo says:
yes.. wireless.. only really rich people had wireless flashlights
Moo says:
batteries didnt exist
Moo says:
and i shined my light on the surface of the lake, which shone silver
Moo says:
and i remembered that part about the silver fox and smiled
Angel says:
Wow.
Moo says:
then i heard some guys calling "THE SILVER FOX" and pointed at the light on the water
Moo says:
i turned off my light and began running home as fast as i could
Moo says:
home to the little people place
Moo says:
when i got there i woke everyone up in a panic
Moo says:
the little people knew of our kind and knew us as dangerous because we didnt live in direct harmony with the forest
Angel says:
O.o
Moo says:
we cut down trees to build our homes, rather than build our homes with the trees
Moo says:
our kind didnt know of their kind because they were so afraid of us
Moo says:
(but they were never afraid of the four of us because we seeked them out and they welcomed us in)
Moo says:
after some chasing the search crew eventually found us
Angel says:
o-o
Moo says:
i found out that the loud noises was saws cutting clearings through tree branches and the lights were attached to the saws
Moo says:
the sawlights were hovercrafts with camera sensors and was to report any sighting of human activity
Moo says:
then there were hundreds of people out with portable flashlights and weapons -- they were trying to find us and were told to kill anybody who tried to keep us
Moo says:
bring us home No Matter What

The search and rescue crew had a hundred people find the town where we lived and massacred everyone they saw... including the "mayor" for lack of a better term.
We were trying to protect the mayor of the little people town because he was like a second father to us. He took us in and taught us their ways and loved us like we were his own kin. After they slaughtered him we shouted for the crew to stop and we'd go willingly (not that they listened and killed several more before they stopped). I'd rather not go into detail of this part... it was very vivid, bloody and gruesome... having my entire "family" slaughtered in front of me simply because my own kind didn't understand and thought they corrupted us... and refused to listen to reason.

and then the ending... which is where it turns into a nightmare. I switched places twice in this point of the dream so for the next part I was the boy - my lover - my BROTHER.... o_O;; who is about 2 years older.

We were all back home, by force and very tired and unhappy.
Our father was FURIOUS with us, but with me (the boy) the most for taking his favorite child and ruining her... and becoming her LOVER!? It was unheard of and sick! My lover, my sister, tried to detest but was silenced.

Then my older brother came into the room laughing and laughing... it'd been years since I'd seen him last. Last time I saw him he was this pudgy little pig nosed kid with no facial hair and obsessed with his stupid video games that not many people understood.
Now he's this very tall, well built guy with thick black hair, facial hair and piercing black eyes.
He came into the room with a grimace on his face and laughing this maniac laugh. My mother tried to calm him but he refused to listen. He pushed her to the floor and told her to shut up.
He looked at me and my sister and told us about how she had tried to kill him. He told the scene in vivid detail.
"So you like to ******** your BROTHERS don't you?" he said. He told us he had pinned her down and tried to ******** her like the little disgusting whore she was. He told us that she then kicked him in the nuts to get him off and began to choke him. As if that wasn't enough she punched his nose and broke it (which is why it's no longer a pig nose -- she made it normal XD)
He blacked out and when he woke up he was face down on his keyboard in his room and she was screaming for help... made it sound like a suicide attempt.
Which sent him to a mental home for years. He gradually lost his mind there and has always wanted to take revenge on the "skank" and her "lover", as well as the "b***h" that put him in the mental home.
He leaned over our mother and grabbed her hair and began viciously beating her... When I tried to stop him he shot me
He said "What? No CHILDREN?" to me and looked over at my sister who was hiding in the tub (yes... a tub... no clue where it came from)
So I shouted back "She's only sixteen! She's too young! Please I beg you brother, stop this!" to which his reply was a round of gunfire into our screaming mother, and the screaming stopped.
"After all this time! NO CHILDREN?!" he said to me again... my sister began to scream -- she was covered in our mother's splattered blood.
"SHUT UP b***h" he threw something at the wall over her. I began to fight with my brother, and lost. He shot me to death.
BUT THE DREAM DIDNT END THERE! I switched perspectives again to the girl.
"You, you little b***h" my older brother punched the wall above me. My mother dead, my lover dead... my crazy brother was waiting for me last.
He leaned back and slowly picked up his automatic... he fired a round at the wall where he had punched.
"Where's your lover now?" he kicked something (assuming its my lover) which made a thud on the other side of the tub.
I was too petrified to move. He leaned over me, smiled, and held the rifle to my head....

Note::
Moo says:
i do remember the silver fox had an importance tho
Moo says:
they called it the silver fox because when the light shines on certain parts of the lake and river it had a silver appearance about the size of a fox
Moo says:
and the sun had to hit it at just the right spot... so when the sun rose it would shine on the one fox-shaped spot for a few minutes
Moo says:
then as the sun got higher in the sky the "fox" would then bolt from its spot and begin running swiftly like a fox to the town
Moo says:
it was really cool XD
Angel says:
Wow.
Moo says:
but it only did it at dawn and lasted just a few minutes
Moo says:
so if i ever got lost i'd find the lake and wait til dawn
Moo says:
then chase the fox home





 
 
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