Mood: Upset
Song: Thank You for the Venom; MCR
So gimmie all your poison,
And gimmie all your pills,
And gimmie all your hopeless hearts and make me ill
Srsly.
Just give it all to me.
Give me all your faults.
Give me all your sadness.
Give me all your hatred.
Just in return...
Don't leave me.
Don't walk away.
Don't ignore me.
It hurts.
It makes me sad.
In this world there are two kinds of people.
Well..a majority of them are either this or that.
1: Look at all the bad stuff in the world
2. Too happy.
And then. Third, the best kind of people in my opinion.
They acknowledge the bad in this world. And the good.
They know its not perfect but in return its just fine for its not so perfect people.
What brought this on?
Someone last night hurt themselves.
Lolno not me.
And it made me think.
I used to see the world as this horrible place.
But...If I did die...I can almost guarantee I'd miss this place.
All the beautiful flowers, butterflies, and smells.
The wind.
The water.
The fire.
The people.
My family...
My friends.
I'd miss their smiling faces.
Their laughs.
Hell, don't get me wrong the world's not a pretty place sometimes.
All the wars.
All the death.
Actually its not the world that's like it.
Its the people.
And people aren't perfect.
Far from it.
But without them.
Without those people it would be perfect paradise.
Or would it?
Would it be fun being almost...Locked up in a golden cage?
I don't think so.
It'd be so...
So...Boring.
Don't get me wrong. I'm not defending them.
I'm just saying people should look at the best and worst of society.
And grow from it.
Don't turn a blind eye.
You won't grow.
Or mature.
Without bad we wouldn't really learn from our mistakes.
But.
Without good no one would want to live.
So it kinda balances out?
Hm.
I'd like to end this journal with a poem I've been kind of mushing together in my head.
False
Tell me that you need me,
Tell me that you love me,
I don't care if its a lie,
Let me drink up my own poison,
Let me drown in your kiss,
Let my skin be burned by your touch,
Don't leave me alone,
Use me,
Abuse me,
I don't care,
Just don't leave me,
I want you by my side even if it kills me,
Your false love is all I live for nowadays,
Tell me I'm only yours,
Even if you have another,
Love is the bond,
But false is the chain that ties me to you.
Shitty ending
xP
But whatever.
Have fun letting your eyes fall out.
Song: Thank You for the Venom; MCR
So gimmie all your poison,
And gimmie all your pills,
And gimmie all your hopeless hearts and make me ill
Srsly.
Just give it all to me.
Give me all your faults.
Give me all your sadness.
Give me all your hatred.
Just in return...
Don't leave me.
Don't walk away.
Don't ignore me.
It hurts.
It makes me sad.
In this world there are two kinds of people.
Well..a majority of them are either this or that.
1: Look at all the bad stuff in the world
2. Too happy.
And then. Third, the best kind of people in my opinion.
They acknowledge the bad in this world. And the good.
They know its not perfect but in return its just fine for its not so perfect people.
What brought this on?
Someone last night hurt themselves.
Lolno not me.
And it made me think.
I used to see the world as this horrible place.
But...If I did die...I can almost guarantee I'd miss this place.
All the beautiful flowers, butterflies, and smells.
The wind.
The water.
The fire.
The people.
My family...
My friends.
I'd miss their smiling faces.
Their laughs.
Hell, don't get me wrong the world's not a pretty place sometimes.
All the wars.
All the death.
Actually its not the world that's like it.
Its the people.
And people aren't perfect.
Far from it.
But without them.
Without those people it would be perfect paradise.
Or would it?
Would it be fun being almost...Locked up in a golden cage?
I don't think so.
It'd be so...
So...Boring.
Don't get me wrong. I'm not defending them.
I'm just saying people should look at the best and worst of society.
And grow from it.
Don't turn a blind eye.
You won't grow.
Or mature.
Without bad we wouldn't really learn from our mistakes.
But.
Without good no one would want to live.
So it kinda balances out?
Hm.
I'd like to end this journal with a poem I've been kind of mushing together in my head.
False
Tell me that you need me,
Tell me that you love me,
I don't care if its a lie,
Let me drink up my own poison,
Let me drown in your kiss,
Let my skin be burned by your touch,
Don't leave me alone,
Use me,
Abuse me,
I don't care,
Just don't leave me,
I want you by my side even if it kills me,
Your false love is all I live for nowadays,
Tell me I'm only yours,
Even if you have another,
Love is the bond,
But false is the chain that ties me to you.
Shitty ending
xP
But whatever.
Have fun letting your eyes fall out.
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I like the poem; my eyes are still quite intact.