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Song: No One Understands; Bayside
Mood: :B

Yum.
I like this song.
Its yummmmmmy.
And s**t.
I guess.
>:l

Rawr.
I'm still not back to normal~
How spiffy is that ********?

Oya.
And my language has been horrible.
I called my cousin a ****** f*****t for no reason
xDD

Bleh.
Iuno.
I hate how I can't trust anyone.
I hate how I always think someone's going to hurt me.
And most of all.
I hate how...I can't even say what I want anymore.

Way to go Paige.
You finally had it good, and then you lose it all.
;]
Sounds like something I'd do.
But its not completely my fault.
******** no.
Its partially YOUR fault too.
We had a communication fail.

And yeah.
So what if I'm boring.
So sorry I can't serve to your needs.
Why does it have to BE exciting?
Happiness IS boring.
Cuz its just there. I guess.

I hate how I'm so bitter.
I wouldn't have guessed me for a bitter person.
But jesus christ am I ever.
Friend: Paigey! Let's hang out~ :]
Me: Are you sure you want to? I'm boring. At least some people think I am.
Friend: Uhh...-backs away-

So childish of me.
But hey.
I can have my moments.
>;l
BitterBitterBitterRegretBitterBitterSadBitterBitterPissedBitterOkayOkayBitter.

Goddamnit.
I don't even want to be lovers.
I just want my ******** best friend back.

Most of all I hate how..
I don't know.
******** you.