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Mood: Ehh.
Song: A Letter From Janelle; Chiodos

So umh.
I didn't really notice how much time had passed until today.
It was crazy.

And then I didn't realize how lonely I was...
Until I felt that damn gaping hole in my chest.
And could hardly breathe.
xD

Lol. I love how oblivious I am.
But I like it that way.
I don't like being observant I see too much.
I like living in my own little world.

Ignorance is BLISS.
And I miss that bliss.
******** that s**t.
I miss middle school.
e -e
********. High school is supposed to be my 'golden years'
YARITE.
IT SUCKS d**k WAD.
; w;

Goddamn.
I'm getting to the point where I might go out with this dood.
Who I hardly know.
And he wants n***s of me.
e -e;
That's. How lonely I am.
lmfao.

Pathetic?
Yaaa.
What's worse is how badly I want to go back to you, LOL.
That's just pathetic how I can't live that down.
...Actually.
I just miss our old relationship. >;l
I can't believe you'd let all the years of BFF go down the drain like that.
Pretty lame if you ask meeee~

But whatever.
I don't blame you for it.
Actually.
I blame myself for the most part.
I just don't see why you're so angry.
So angry to the point of ignoring me and taking me off yur listttt.
That was pretty harrrrsh.
Dunno what I did.
Kinda wish I knew.
So I could ******** APOLOGIZE. > >;

I blame your communication skillz.
They suck.

The f*****t they call depression has appeared. Watch out. ;l