well hello all how are you these days on gaia. just a note here. before you start reading. if you want to avoid a lot of negativity then just skip this entry right away. otherwise try to feel with me here.
gwee: o boy this can not be good if he starts of with a note.
spirit: so dragon what have you to tell us which is so negative? i mean you went to chaos today right. why complain?
well to be honest the day started out fine with nice weather and all. so then when i went to chaos's house everything was fine.
gwee: so then what happened?
well before i got there i said that i didnt want to play too much GRAW2 (for an explenation of GRAW2 see chaos's journal entry's). so i looked over my ps2 games that i wanted to bring allong. i chose to bring allong bomberman hardball. a nice little game of bomberman with the options to do a classic battle, a tennis game, baseball and other stuff. i think that was my first mistake of bringing that allong.
gwee: well you like the game right?
i do. its a fun little game to be honest. pity that chaos didnt exactly feel the same.
spirit: how so? was it too easy?
hardly. turns out i am a bit better in it then him and overall more lucky. we started to play the classic battle but i kinda blew myself up a couple of times so that was no succes.
nightmare: so thats why youre down? just because you lost to him.
well no im fine with losing from him a couple of times. the real problems started when i suggested we play a game of tennis. so i set the setting so we could play nice and long (big mistake there). first we started to figure out the controls a bit and i tried to explain them to chaos. then we started playing for real. (big mistake number two). turns out that i was a bit better at the game then he was. i could hit the ball from one end to the other without to much trouble but chaos couldnt get it done. so we switched controllers to see of that was it but no that wasnt it either.
gwee: so it wasnt the controllers. he just couldnt play it as well. whats the problem then.
to tell the truth, with every game we played and every point i got chaos just got more angry. after two to three rounds he really got fed up with the game and started throwing his controller around.
spirit: sheesh thats overreacting a bit right? besides wrecking the controller doesnt help either. if you lose you dont trip out now do you. and trust me ive seen you lose a lot to your brother.
nightmare: its true you know. sometimes you have youre bad days.
trust me i know. so now i suggest to chaos that we just quit the game and do something else. but no he absolutely has to finish it. so i try to just stop but he has to drag me back so he could finish. at this point even i was fed up with the game. simply because of the fact that if he's not happy then im not happy. but i had to keep playing the entire game (which lasted very long) until we finally quit.
gwee: but the rest of the day was a succes righ?
no to be fair. after chaos's outburst of anger i didnt want to do anything but go home. from that point on i wanted to go home or at least try to have some fun.
nightmare: so seeing as you didnt go home what else did you do?
well we played some GRAW2 but this game was a bit to serious for me at that point. we also played some lego star wars but i was at the point that nothing could really get my spirit up. the entire thing with bomberman had seriously got to me.
spirit: hmm i see youre point. its not real nice of him to drag you with him. he should understand that when you say no you really mean it.
(if only i had a point of view gun) well my last big mistake was that i wanted to play some normal bomberman with just the two of us. and as luck would have it i got better items then him sometimes. and now he was angry about that. so everytime he lost he would get more and more angry and at the time i had to go home he wanted to finish the game by defeating me once. i should have just let him win. he dragged me allong to keep playing even though i really had to go home. so when i left his house my spirit was really down hence this entry.
gwee: well i hope that its a bit better now. now that youve aired youre heart.
well i do feel a bit better now but its not going to be a hundred procent until tomorrow or the day after.
nightmare: well just be glad youre home again. you can rest now.
unfortunatly no. i still have to find a job which is not going well. and dont even talk to me about the isues with little ryuuzaki (whose account he left to the both of us) he's become kind of a real pain in the @$$ as of late.
gwee: so you dont like chaos anymore?
oh no he's still a great friend and fellow gamer. today just didnt go that well.
anyway im not going to go on for now.
i hope to god that everything will go better from here on. see you all around
emperor darkness dragon Community Member 
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