You're so silly.
Just a brick wall sometimes.
And I hate it so.
I know you hate betrayal.
And I'm sorry.
Very, very sorry so many left you.
I never, EVER wanted that.
How could you even blame this on me?
Well, I can see.
You don't want to put the blame on yourself.
So you turn to me.
No, Connor.
You made this disaster.
By running away from intimacy.
By running away from happiness.
Are you that scared of rejection?
Don't you know that I'm ALWAYS here with my arms open?
Ready and waiting.
But no. Its like you have a blind fold on.
I hate it when you do this.
It hurts that you'd pin this on me.
When all I've ever done is love you.
Lovelovelovelovelove you.
That's all I've EVER done.
Then you run from me.
Again.
I'm not here to hurt you, Connor.
I'm here to hold you.
I've been your best friend for how many years?
And we've dated how many times?
Don't you realize by now...All I've ever wanted is to love you?
Just as simple as that.
And I'm 110% sure I would never ever hurt you in the end.
No, Connor. I love you way to much for that.
Tootootoooomuch.
But you close yourself off from me.
And push down those feelings.
Drowning in your sadness.
Yeah I can see you've been sad.
I don't even talk to you and I know you're upset.
Why...?
Why can't you just stay awhile...
And let me prove to you that I won't hurt you..
And that we can make this work out.
Why can't you do me that favor...?
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