Mood: Emo like the cuts on your wrists faggots talk2hand
Song: If I Fall; The White Tie Affair
Wow!
I'm going to vent!
Such a surprise!
Yay!
:]
I guess I decided to be honest on my journal.
Like a boss?
Possibly.
4laugh
Anyway...On with my confessions!
Lies I have told
First one that comes to my head....
-That I liked Jake
- That I liked Drew
-Probably told people I liked them.
-Told someone they looked good.
- That I care
-That I'm okay.
-That I don't like attention.
-That you're a f**.
-When I said I hated you.
- I lied when I said I didn't care about that text involving Laine.
Many more I can't think of.
On to truths! Yay!
Behind the liessss ohohoh!
- I really use Jake to keep me from being lonely.
- I think about using Drew, cuz it'd be easy.
- I really do need attention or I become unsure of myself.
- I really really miss you.
- I'm scared to talk to you
- That text you sent me, put my heart through a shredder.
- I'm an alcoholic.
- I don't really hate Zeo. He just annoys the s**t out of me.
- I'm a very bitter person.
- I don't even know myself.
- I have another little voice in the back of my head that talks to me. :]
- It bothers me that Lisa is getting so close to Jake.
- I'm jealous of that fact.
- I look at your status and wonder who its about.
- It bothers me greatly when people yell at me, or say I did something wrong.
- I love my job
- Jew jokes kinda do offend me. Ha ha ha.
- I care more than I let on.
- I get sad really really easily.
- I don't even really like, or talk to half the friends on my list.
- I'll forgive you, but I won't forget
- I hate liars.
- Therefore, I hate that I lie.
- When Kait talks about Erik it reminds me of how we used to be, and I get sad.
- I hate it when Patches constantly talks about Jar.
- I think half of my friends are using me
- I actually trust no one, not even my best friends.
- Jack and Tiz together annoy me.
- I still don't really like Michelle.
- I act like a goofball so people will accept me more.
- I've lied to everyone at least once.
- The fact that my father ditched out on me, still really bothers me.
- I cry easily.
- I wish I wasn't awkward or shy.
- Sometimes I wish bad things upon people, so they'll be emo like me. :]
- I'm a pervert. talk2hand
- I'm scene, get over it. 8l
- Jake really pisses me off when he gets upset so easy, and that hes a man whore.
- I still think Maggie hacked me, and wants to hack me again.
- Carlos is a ******** idiot who I used to crush on. But now he just annoys me
- I hate meeting new people.
- Sap annoys the s**t out of me with her mood swings.
- Cait pissed me off bad when she got all up in my jank about Connor.
- Jack can be a serious a*****e.
- Zach you're fat.
- Robert you draw d**k too much.
- Taylor you get really grumpy and when you're nice its creepy.
- Ver scares me with how easily she gets info. 8l
- Jar you weird me out with how nice you are. And you're really old.
- Brittney needs to settle with a guy and stay with him. But then again I'd probably get jealous of him. And drive him away.
- Zak GODDAMN. Stop being shy. 8l
- And last but certainly not least. Connor. I think you're an a** but I know its a cover. You can be the meanest person I know, but the sweetest at the same time. You lie to yourself too much. Crushing out your feelings is stupid. You're really retarded with common sense. You're selfish. Worse than me. You've changed too much. I hate that you smoke weed. Hate it. You're way too fickle. I regret a lot with you too. That I should have opened up more. That I should have said more. But its too late now.
Oh. One more.
-Half the people on this website annoy me. Like for real. Their stupidity kills me.
Changes I can make?
-Tell the truth.
-Vent
-Not talk to you
-Ignore you.
-Try to hate you.
-Leave you the hell alone.
-Tell all those people to ******** off.
-Keep my real friends and ditch my fakers.
-Stop drinking
-Talk out more.
-Not be scared of who I really am.
And now.
I'd like a nap.
Song: If I Fall; The White Tie Affair
Wow!
I'm going to vent!
Such a surprise!
Yay!
:]
I guess I decided to be honest on my journal.
Like a boss?
Possibly.
4laugh
Anyway...On with my confessions!
Lies I have told
First one that comes to my head....
-That I liked Jake
- That I liked Drew
-Probably told people I liked them.
-Told someone they looked good.
- That I care
-That I'm okay.
-That I don't like attention.
-That you're a f**.
-When I said I hated you.
- I lied when I said I didn't care about that text involving Laine.
Many more I can't think of.
On to truths! Yay!
Behind the liessss ohohoh!
- I really use Jake to keep me from being lonely.
- I think about using Drew, cuz it'd be easy.
- I really do need attention or I become unsure of myself.
- I really really miss you.
- I'm scared to talk to you
- That text you sent me, put my heart through a shredder.
- I'm an alcoholic.
- I don't really hate Zeo. He just annoys the s**t out of me.
- I'm a very bitter person.
- I don't even know myself.
- I have another little voice in the back of my head that talks to me. :]
- It bothers me that Lisa is getting so close to Jake.
- I'm jealous of that fact.
- I look at your status and wonder who its about.
- It bothers me greatly when people yell at me, or say I did something wrong.
- I love my job
- Jew jokes kinda do offend me. Ha ha ha.
- I care more than I let on.
- I get sad really really easily.
- I don't even really like, or talk to half the friends on my list.
- I'll forgive you, but I won't forget
- I hate liars.
- Therefore, I hate that I lie.
- When Kait talks about Erik it reminds me of how we used to be, and I get sad.
- I hate it when Patches constantly talks about Jar.
- I think half of my friends are using me
- I actually trust no one, not even my best friends.
- Jack and Tiz together annoy me.
- I still don't really like Michelle.
- I act like a goofball so people will accept me more.
- I've lied to everyone at least once.
- The fact that my father ditched out on me, still really bothers me.
- I cry easily.
- I wish I wasn't awkward or shy.
- Sometimes I wish bad things upon people, so they'll be emo like me. :]
- I'm a pervert. talk2hand
- I'm scene, get over it. 8l
- Jake really pisses me off when he gets upset so easy, and that hes a man whore.
- I still think Maggie hacked me, and wants to hack me again.
- Carlos is a ******** idiot who I used to crush on. But now he just annoys me
- I hate meeting new people.
- Sap annoys the s**t out of me with her mood swings.
- Cait pissed me off bad when she got all up in my jank about Connor.
- Jack can be a serious a*****e.
- Zach you're fat.
- Robert you draw d**k too much.
- Taylor you get really grumpy and when you're nice its creepy.
- Ver scares me with how easily she gets info. 8l
- Jar you weird me out with how nice you are. And you're really old.
- Brittney needs to settle with a guy and stay with him. But then again I'd probably get jealous of him. And drive him away.
- Zak GODDAMN. Stop being shy. 8l
- And last but certainly not least. Connor. I think you're an a** but I know its a cover. You can be the meanest person I know, but the sweetest at the same time. You lie to yourself too much. Crushing out your feelings is stupid. You're really retarded with common sense. You're selfish. Worse than me. You've changed too much. I hate that you smoke weed. Hate it. You're way too fickle. I regret a lot with you too. That I should have opened up more. That I should have said more. But its too late now.
Oh. One more.
-Half the people on this website annoy me. Like for real. Their stupidity kills me.
Changes I can make?
-Tell the truth.
-Vent
-Not talk to you
-Ignore you.
-Try to hate you.
-Leave you the hell alone.
-Tell all those people to ******** off.
-Keep my real friends and ditch my fakers.
-Stop drinking
-Talk out more.
-Not be scared of who I really am.
And now.
I'd like a nap.
